I HEREBY CLAIM THIS BLOG: OFFICIALLY DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, i didn't get into Stanford, but I thought I should post this poem to make me feel a little bit better.
"The Rose"
It is only a tiny rosebud...
A flower of God's design;
But I cannot unfold the petals
With these clumsy hands of mine.

The secret of unfolding flowers
Is not known to such as I...
The flower that God opens so sweetly
In my hands would fade and die.

If I cannot unfold a rosebud
This flower of God's design,
Then how can I think I have wisdom
To unfold this life of mine?

So...I'll trust Him for His leading
Each moment of every day,
And I'll look to Him for His guidance
Each step of the pilgrim way.

For the pathway that lies before me
My heavenly Father knows...
I'll trust Him to unfold the moments
Just as He unfolds the rose...

oh yeah so hopefully this blog will pick up over the holidays and such since we will have more time to write and will be doing more exciting things than....school...yeah i'm going to be in Argentina so maybe if i find time, i will post on here from there and tell you all how it is going so far. i plan on taking a journal and writing about my days. it's gonna be a time of my life yo. I havent been there since i was two yrs old and you know you don't remember shit when you are that young. Anyway, peace out folks, and tell me how you all are doing!

Aww, i wish I could see your show, but alas i cannot for I am going to visit mi papa. But yes, let me fill you all in on how it's been going down lately. I find out this month, any day now if i got in to Stanford or not and I really hope i did. I went to some boring thing in the recital hall today for all the minorities about some internship that I'm not even interested in but at least they didn't gas all us minorites because that's what we thought they were going to do to us, and i didn't have to go to orb and kimmel adv....which in that case, i would have rather been gassed....We went to the Shedd Aquarium and it was pretty fun actually even though I saw that Wild Reef exhibit 3 times already and that dolphin show who knows how many times since i was back in 1st grade....yeah and we bought our tickets to go see LOTR: 3 today for Thursday. And if they decide to change the half-day dates then i guess i jsut won't be going to school that day....meh. let's see...orli or school, orli or school......i think we all know the answer to this one folks. .....peace

Well kiddies, it's been a long while since I last posted hasn't it? well let me catch you up. Today was the first performance of our gallery class performance. We did really well and my makeup was awesome. We had two shows and colina came to our first one, which was awesome. So then this last weekend I started working with the germans. I get paid well, but I hate working there. So this friday is the showing of our play Rubbed out, it's soooo funny i can't wait for it. but it makes me sad, cuz that means work is over. I love the people I work with. Anyhooch...come see our play...it's friday at 6:00 and saturday at 2:00, at gallery 37 on randolph...
its FREE!!!!!!!
COME COME COME
~Kastle~

[ mood | pensive ]
[ music | Darkest Hour - Seven Day Lie ]

Way to go. I accidentally pressed something, so this window closed. Now I need to start my entry all over again.
Last night I slept over at Jenny's house. That was cool. We watched the whole 1st season of Queer as Folk. That's a pretty cool show. Aww gay guys are so adorable. We also went bowling. Yep, we could only afford one game (FUCK YOU, MONTCLARE LANES. So we killed half of an hour. As we were getting our bowling shoes, these "ghetto" characters were also getting their shoes. This one girl was spazzing about giving the guy one of her shoes in exchange for a pair of bowling shoes. She was like, "WHAT?! I have to give them my shoe?! If this shoe gets damaged I'mma whoop someone's ass" something to that extent. And they were your average tan work boots. If they were some fuckin' $600 Dolce & Gabana strappy heels, then maybe I could see her making a big deal. But then again, who would wear those to a bowling alley? Of course, we got stuck next to them. Oh and I recognized the girl, too. She went to my grade school. I swear just about everyone that came outta that school is trash with no future. I really don't mean to be judgmental and stereotypical, but I need to be realistic. I mean all they think about is getting the most number of "kicks" and making sure their shoes match the inseams of their pants, which must also match the color of their shirt. Oh and don't forget their hats, sunglasses, and whatever miscellaneous accessories they have. I don't know why I'm ranting about this, maybe just to show that I'm lucky that I do have a future in front of me, unlike most of the people I grew up with.
After the pointless game of bowling, we ventured to Hollywood video. We saw Tina was crying. She was stressed about, especially since her boyfriend broke up with her. And may I add, broke up with her through Marta. I think over the phone may have been somewhat better. What a pussy. Speaking of pussy, I've always thought he was gay. So maybe that's why. I tried to explain to Tina that it wasn't her fault that he preferred burritos to tacos. Geezz. After 12, we left Hollywood. To our surprise, Tina's car had died. She only lives 2 blocks away from Hollywood, but we had to push it across Harlem. Some jagoff almost hit us, too. Then we went back to Jenny and Tina's house. Watched more Queer as Folk. Then we fell asleep. Me and Jenny didn't wake up til 1 in the afternoon. Then my stepdad picked me up around 5. Now I'm home waiting for dinner. Mmmm food. I really don't want to go to school tomorrow. I have to rewrite a paper and turn it in on Friday. Damn busy work.
I think this post has been long enough, so I think I'll end it. "Good idea, Megan."
Tootles.
HONKEYYYYY!

*I'm going to start posting certain things off of my livejournal if they're not "scandalous". *

ooooh a play, what kind of play? i want to see a play! I think the last play that i went to was Assassins with lana for drama class. Oh good times in drama class. okay, i saw that movie Elf.....it's definitely a rental, if at all........so yeah, today was another bitchy sorta say. God, i can't seem to put my hand on what kind of affect emo has on me. I haven't been listening to it for almost 3 weeks now, and i think it has made me a more mean person. Pretty soon guys, i will be back to my sad, emotional kitty. yes, hm, i just got back my SAT 2 scores....this'll teach me not to go to any parties the night before and choose a school that is 500 miles away from ur house when u have no other transportation besides CTA. my writing score was a 500 and math a 570.......i'm not taking it again.........peace

Thanksgiving is 2 days away, and it bothers me that everyone skips from halloween to Christmas, so here's a little post about thanksgiving for all to enjoy!

EVERYDAY THANKSGIVING
Even though I clutch my blanket and growl when the alarm rings, thank you, Lord, that I can hear. There are many who are deaf.
Even though I keep my eyes closed against the morning light as long as possible, thank you, Lord, that I can see. Many are blind.
Even though I huddle in my bed and put off rising, thank you Lord, that I have the strength to rise. There are many who are bedridden.
Even though the first hour of my day is hectic, when socks are lost, toast is burned, and tempers are short, my family is so loud, thank you, Lord, for my family. There are many who are lonely.
Even though our breakfast table never looks like the pictures in magazines and the menu is at times unbalanced, thank you, Lord, for the food we have. There are many who are hungry.
Even though the routine of my job is often monotonous, thank you, Lord, for the opportunity to work. There are many who have no job.
Even though I grumble and bemoan my fate from day to day and wish my circumstances were not so modest, thank you, Lord, for life.

The blog's not dead, the blog's not dead, the blog's not dead, I swear I will post more often. but anyhooch, come see my play this december 12!!!!! it'll be great great fun, everyone will love it.
~Kastle~

One Good Bitch Treats Another
Not quite, though. I sensor myself for these posts. Sorry for the lack of my postings. I've been very busy the last week. In addition, I have my own personal journal, which I will give ya'll the link to later. I went on a SOUTHWEST SIIIIIIIIIDE adventure Friday with Selena. That was pretty damned nifty. And we saw the school play tonight. I was impressed. Yes. I don't have much to say for now. I may have a good story in the next few days, so stay tuned. Much Honkey Luv!
*mirror mirror on the wall, i'm tired, i'll fuck you all*

hey guys so maybe if we say it enough then maybe it will come true and this blog will no longer be dead. lol. Yeah, so I'm trying to download some FLCL soundtrack songs. I really like this one that they always play during the anime when you watch it......I want to learn how to play it on my guitar. it gets stuck in my head all the time.....Yerkes was so much fun. it's too bad you couldn't go lana, I'm sure you would've enjoyed yourself. I was basically dissed and ditched by my own friends. so i hung out with my other friends. YEAH THAT"S RIGHT I HAVE OTHER FRIENDS! I DON'T NEED YOU....ok i do, but i still think that was pretty bogus. you got mad at me before i ever did anything....:(..........meh, so yeah, I have to do my entire Astronomy project tomorrow because I tried starting but didn't get very far. no not very far at all...hopefully latrice won't be too mad at me and will come over to help me out, we could do it together infact....if not i'm screwed....yeah, crystal's over here. She was watching Disney channel again, lol. I guess I'm rubbing off on her, really rubbing off on her....yah, mhmm, oh yeah, i have a xanga site too guys, It's misskittay. Don't worry i haven't ditched you guys. I'm still posting see? SEE? Aight, well guys, I'm all sad cuz the migente website is down. lol. ah, migente.....hope u guys have a nice weekend. This week will be a short one! HAPPY TURKEY DAY!!!!!!!.................peace

crystal says hi

wassup my peeps!

Okay, so if you search up Hobo Gackt on Google, the first thing that pops up is our website! Lana and I discovered this during Art when we were in the library for like the third period in a row. I promised Latrice I would post on this blog first before I posted on all my other sites. See, this post isn't dying. It's not dead yet. It still lives on. It's in the search engines god dammit! But anyways, I got 3 Cs on my report card. one A in English and the rest were Bs. It's aight but i could be doing better. I'm sitting in 4th period lunch right now because Jedi sensei didn't need me. I guess it has it's ups and downs. I couldn't find Ms. Lu to bug her....I have guitar lessons today...I was asked to be in a band so I guess i better start practicing. and while we are talking about stuff to do, i should be studying for that Illiad test.....meh, whatever, back to the post...This Friday we are going to Yerkes and it is going to be so much fun but before that, on Wednesday, is Japanese Day aka Honorary JROCK DAY! It's gonna be great except that I really have to crack down and figure out what exactly I am going to wear. Japanese Day is gonna be the best day ever. Way better than French Day which is today. I think we already blew it out of the water and our day hasn't even came yet. Alright, well I'll stop rambling since I should be doing something else.......ps. nice hair Lana.........peace

Well I'm here at lunch doind absolutely nothing and singing the circle of life with the short ho. Lol good times. So I'm bored and I just wanted to post something meaningless and inane. so there it is..."there's more to see than can ever be seen, more to do..."

Hi kiddies, I'm bored...well, lets see...um yeah I have another in school on friday, it's very upsetting...it's also upsetting that latrice isn't going to be there...damn. Well, I found out what I'm getting in all my classes. It's a row of Craps...and a Damn. I need to raise them...it sux though that I'll prolly get all b's and a c next quarter...damn the world. Lets see I'm done for the night, cuz I'm cold.
Toots~Kastle~

Feelings Of Anger Arise In Me
Hell yea I'm angry. And hell no I won't tell you about it.
In other news, today was ok. I went to Guerin to pick up Yanina, and Jenny. Then we hung outside of Yanina's house and just talked. Yep talked. I'm tired and so this is the end of my post.
*angels bleed from the tainted touch of my caress, devil speaks of ways in which she'll manifest*

You know what kitty, just because you said, and I quote, "Can I get a shemme shemme...does not mean that only you can say it!!! Oh and a big to shout out to Chloe, which according to kitty is the name of Lana de Doggy. Anyhooch, I'm here chillin like bob dillan and just reading the inane dribble that we post on our page...do dod ododo dodo. Lets see, I'm really bored and I am excited cuz tomorrow I have dance practice with my friend Ivette and then afterwards I am going to go to humbolt park to hang with mesha. well I'm out...byesies!
~toots~Kastle

okay, just because i spelt it wrong doesn't mean you all could steal it!!! i think lana's doggy is named cloey or however you spell it. I'm in lunch (without crystal and lana) Hey i think i see Kim right now, yes, kim and tully. this lunch period would suck some ass if lana and crystal didn't have it. It would just be me and Dan chillin like a villain doing nothing.....so our seats are moved around in Biology now. I no longer sit next to Lloyd (uur, lol) now I sit next to some junior named trevor i think. I think she arranged us by our grade in the class, the A brigades are all together and the F troops are all together and the C crew is all together as well. I'm with the C crew because....yeah...i have a C. Tomorrow, crystal and lana have to come over and if you want to, latrice, you can come over too. it'll be a partay (not really). but yeah, i think we should plan to get together with ms. lu some day so that we could keep her company because she was saying how it seems so lonely and quiet around the house and she doesn't want to go home. so i say we should give her some company and show her some love!!!!!!! aight, talk to ya'll later, i'm gonna go eat........peace

I'll give you a shenme shenme! Well today was an enjoyable day, but before I discuss with all you lovely people the events of today I would like to announce that I have started to fill out an application to my top choice school, which is Richmond University in London....aaarggh...it's just that the essay topics suck!! I'm going to write mine as a narrative...lets see how it works. okay so today I got to work and you know it was fun...we had a master class with this director guy and it was a lot of fun...we got to play theatre games. Also we played a game where you can only ask questions and it was really funny cuz one of my questions was "can I get a what what?" and I asked my boss that...it was hysterical! Anyhooch, then me, melissa, Betty ann, Nia, christian, David and deedee(who left early) went to rico benne's. We sat there reminicesing and schtuff for about two hours...then me and melissa went to target. We were planning on going to see ms.lu and xiao(pronounced shaow) lu, before he left for china. we bought him some gifts, but we were unable to go, because melissa's mom called her and yelled at her and told her to come home. So I took took the damen bus towards armitage, but passed and ended up on north, so I had to walk down damen and walk to armitage, to catch the bus. it was soooo damn funny. I was on the phone, the whole while with melissa...he he he FREE WEEKENDS baby! yeah! anyhooch...then I got home and I'd just like to say, that if baloo could talk, he would send Lana a shout out back. oh and a shout out to lana's doggy!!! What's his name lana? well I got to go, Imma do some homework and work on my essay.

TOOTS! ~Kastle~