Saturday, July 05, 2003
Hey, i know it's kinda late (being Sat. and all) but on Thursday i went to go see the fireworks and that was the shiznit. We went on my Uncle's (Dad's best friend, more like longtime friend of family)'s nice ass boat. There were like 12 ppl on the boat and it wasn't that crowded. We went driving around lake Michigan the whole day before it got dark. At first it was all the girls sitting up front with the wind in our hair and then they went inside and then it was just me and my bro. We were waving at every boat that passed by and I was cracking up because my bro was dancing and doing the robot for everyone that passed by. More proof it's a small world, i saw Raven; this girl I know from the Indian center (fellow native). I was waving and then she waved back and we both did a double take ("Kitty? "Raven?"). yeah, so then we tied up in the harbor and got some good seats to see the fireworks. They lasted only like a half hour but they were so cool. I think they said there was supposed to be like 1.1 million people there watching. Thank God we were in the water because it was PACKED with ppl on the shore. And then after the show, we cranked up the radio and danced until the traffic cleared out. And then it was so late and everybody was so drunk that we almost got lost trying to find our way back to our dock. My dad still didn't want to leave so we left him there to spend the night on the boat with his bud and pick him up in the morning. Right now, I got out of going to see the Wild Thornberry's meet the Rugrats movie or whatever it's called with my bro and his 5 yr old cousin. I really didn't want to see it so instead I shopped for a bathing suit for my trip to Florida. (I leave on Monday). Anyway, we're about to catch up with them and have a barbeque and maybe go swimming or something. (they have a pool) so it'll be a chance to try out my bathing suit. whoo-hoo!............Peace
Friday, July 04, 2003
Hey ya'll. No one has posted in a while. So I says to myself I says, I will post. That's what I'm doing righ now, posting. But by the time someone reads this, I may not be posting. Anyways, I haven't done much at all today. We were supposed to go to my uncle's in Arlington Heights, but that idea didn't work out. I love my family, but I don't like Arlington Heights. I remember last time we went to Arlington Race Track Course whatever the hell its called, I was so bored. I sat there and listened to my headphones. Plus its hot outside and everyone knows that I don't dress for the heat. I dress for your mom, but that's another story. Oh and the reason why we didn't go was because my mom wanted to stay home because there was a big fight downstairs between my stepbrother and his girlfriend. To my understanding, they trashed the basement. Well isn't that special. So we're stuck doing nothing really. I was supposed to go to Yanina's house, but I told them I couldn't because we were supposed to go to my uncle's. By that time I was like...."arrghhh I don't even wanna step outside or get on a bus." It's hot. Yesterday I went to the Bricktown and applied for jobs at Kids R Us, Toys R Us, and Pier 1. I think I have a good chance with Toys R Us because they seemed short of employees. Then we went to Yanina's and watched "The Usual Suspects" and ate. Then I went home. Then later I went to Jenny's to sleep over. I had to wait over 30 minutes just for the Austin bus. It was so hot....and creepy men kept looking at me. Anyways, almost an hour after I left I got to her house. Then we went to this house that she is house-sitting. I got paranoid because I thought someone was there. Jenny said the tv was on a different channel, a chair was pulled out, and the broom was moved. I thought I hear foot steps upstairs. So I pulled out my switchblade and walked around with it. Man that house smells funny. And their dog was ugly. It kept looking at me with these shifty eyes. Like he was plotting. Then when we returned to Jenny's and watched "A Walk to Remember" it was so cheesy and predictable. I also made fun of Tina's $35 pedicure. I said, "Good lawd, I coulda done that for $2, to buy the nail polish." Shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit. Then those lame asses wanted to go to bed at like 12:30. And of course I wouldn't shut the hell up. I kept babbling about "Tina's penis toe" and they just stopped responding after awhile. Then I fell asleep. I had a really messed up dream. Ok I remember it now. I had a dream that I was to be convicted of murder. Of a teacher, but it was a teacher I liked and I didn't do it. Then I started freaking out about my future. I realized if I was convicted of murder then I wouldn't be able to go to college, get a good job, etc. And I was trying to figure out a way to convince the jury that I was innocent. That's all I remember. I think that's all I have to say for now. Tah tah!
*i'm dying i hope you're dying too*
*i'm dying i hope you're dying too*
Wednesday, July 02, 2003
hmm, so i had a little trouble signing on but now i'm good. Today i got to hang with my sissy sis. We all piled into my mom's van and me, my sis, evelyn, chris and max all went to the beach. We didn't go in the water though because we went there mainly to get a tan. Here's my take on the party i was with: Evelyn, she's kinda strange. She talks as slow as i do, but more in that girly voice that some girls seem to only talk like when they are around guys (we were around guys). Then there's Chris, he's cousins with AJ that goes to our school and he was asking if I thought he was good in baseball. I didn't know but i said that he was good at singing. (he is). Chris apparently found this funny and said something to the extent that he couldn't wait till he saw AJ again. then there's max...he was hollering at every female that we drove past (or was that chris? i think it was both of them) Let's see, there was this white lady with cellulite, a 4 yr old, and an old lady who couldn't even cross the street. like i said: everyone. And finally there was my sister, who's like my sister, idk...but she has some pretty wierd friends. I was dropped off early at my father's work before they headed off to the pool to actually do some swimming. But instead I came with my dad to his house, picked up my bro and went to the pool as well, much fun. When we came back i had the crappiest dinner ever and then me and my bro started free-styling in my room. I was providing the phat beats while my bro tried to freestyle. Then it was interrupted by a call from.....Will. yeah, will. I haven't heard from him in over a week and he called me a my dad's house. It was funny because my bro picked up and he was like "It's Will" and I was like shaking my head, no it's not. I didn't believe him but then sure enough, i said hello and it was him. surprising, although our conversation had to be cut short because my dad called me to go do something for him....I'm still kinda shocked he called. idk, this whole situation is extremely complicated to me. But yeah, tomorrow we are gonna be on a boat on the lake looking at fireworks so i am looking forward to that. I'll catch ya'll latah, though. oh yeah, and Megan, don't worry about it. U don't have to apologize to your mom, but try and put urself in her position to maybe understand why she's acting this way and then make another peaceful attempt to straighten things out, instead of having Scott be the middle man. peace.

You are Rogue!
You are sexy and strong willed, and able to take on
just about anyone. You long for a serious
relationship, but whenever you begin to get
close to someone things always seem to take
turns for the worse. But you have dealt with
this lack of closeness with an almost constant
flirtacious behavior.
Which X-Men character are you most like?
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I am a sniper/professional killer.
Which cat that thinks it's human are you?
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Ughhhhh Lord......
Yeah that's right. I'm pretty angry right now. My mom called me a bitch and told me to fuck off. She said that Scott (stepdad) told her I said stuff about her: she never does anything doesn't work, gives me a hard time when I ask for money, and that I don't respect her. I never said I don't respect her, and if I said "she doesn't do anything" (which I don't think I said) I didn't mean it like that. I know she can't really work because my brother is a handful. She wouldn't even let me explain myself. I told I never said anything about having no respect for her and she's like well you don't have to show it, your actions show it. My actions? If I didn't respect her, why the hell would I obey her orders, listen to whatever she says, and I try to make her proud. I don't go out causing trouble, I want to make her feel like she has one good kid that she can depend on. So that's not respect? That was about 4 hours hours ago. I've been watching/tv sleeping in my room since. She also said that she wanted an apology, but didn't want to hear it until I got some respect for her. I do have respect for her, but I don't want to apologize. I don't want to because I don't think I did anything wrong. If I apologized, it'd be fake, and I don't give fake apologies. I don't know am I wrong or something? All I basically told Scott was that I don't like when she's always on my back about stuff and I don't think she has any right to be cause I'm doing alot of [good] things she's never done or finished. I'm not trying to sound like I'm condescending. I just dont like being nagged. I think that's all I have to say now. Oh and I cried. I haven't cried in a few weeks. I couldn't help it.
*blow the last candle out, let the wax harden, i wish i could stop crying, i wish that someone still loved me*
Yeah that's right. I'm pretty angry right now. My mom called me a bitch and told me to fuck off. She said that Scott (stepdad) told her I said stuff about her: she never does anything doesn't work, gives me a hard time when I ask for money, and that I don't respect her. I never said I don't respect her, and if I said "she doesn't do anything" (which I don't think I said) I didn't mean it like that. I know she can't really work because my brother is a handful. She wouldn't even let me explain myself. I told I never said anything about having no respect for her and she's like well you don't have to show it, your actions show it. My actions? If I didn't respect her, why the hell would I obey her orders, listen to whatever she says, and I try to make her proud. I don't go out causing trouble, I want to make her feel like she has one good kid that she can depend on. So that's not respect? That was about 4 hours hours ago. I've been watching/tv sleeping in my room since. She also said that she wanted an apology, but didn't want to hear it until I got some respect for her. I do have respect for her, but I don't want to apologize. I don't want to because I don't think I did anything wrong. If I apologized, it'd be fake, and I don't give fake apologies. I don't know am I wrong or something? All I basically told Scott was that I don't like when she's always on my back about stuff and I don't think she has any right to be cause I'm doing alot of [good] things she's never done or finished. I'm not trying to sound like I'm condescending. I just dont like being nagged. I think that's all I have to say now. Oh and I cried. I haven't cried in a few weeks. I couldn't help it.
*blow the last candle out, let the wax harden, i wish i could stop crying, i wish that someone still loved me*
MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

I am a giant mutant kitten. Not strange at all.
Which cute or possibly strange kitten are you?
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I am a giant mutant kitten. Not strange at all.
Which cute or possibly strange kitten are you?
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You represent... hope.
You're quite a daydreamer and can be a hopeless
romantic. You enjoy being creative and don't
mind being alone at times. You have goals, and
know what you want in life... even if they are
a little far fetched.
What feeling do you represent?
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Does anyone else find this disturbing?

black boots
if you were a midget, what kind of shoes would you wear?
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*you lips are tight, when i cover them with mine*
black boots
if you were a midget, what kind of shoes would you wear?
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*you lips are tight, when i cover them with mine*
Wooooo I'm Rose McGowan!

You charming girl, you're Rose McGowan.
What sexy girl are you
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*wrapping you up in an american flag, i fuck you for the glory*

You charming girl, you're Rose McGowan.
What sexy girl are you
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*wrapping you up in an american flag, i fuck you for the glory*
he he he.

You come from the Ocean. You've always been drawn
to the sea, the sound of the waves, the crystal
blue water, near the sea is where you belong.
Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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You come from the Ocean. You've always been drawn
to the sea, the sound of the waves, the crystal
blue water, near the sea is where you belong.
Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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Whoop there it is......

You are the hidden beauty
Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
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*and all it was was something beautiful, when tides and dreams don't seem so tall at all*

You are the hidden beauty
Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?
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*and all it was was something beautiful, when tides and dreams don't seem so tall at all*
Rarrrgh this explains it all.....

Your soul came from the Bowels of HELL! You're a
demon preying on the mortals of Earth. BACK TO
HELL WITH YOU!
Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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*angels bleed from the tainted touch of my caress*

Your soul came from the Bowels of HELL! You're a
demon preying on the mortals of Earth. BACK TO
HELL WITH YOU!
Where Did Your Soul Originate?
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*angels bleed from the tainted touch of my caress*
Tuesday, July 01, 2003
what up homies? another day in summah skool, only 15 more days, I'm funna catch a movie thursday nite and BBQ on friday. well, my life is boring some days, so that's all for now.
TTYL~KaStLe
P.S. Dani actually called me yesterday!!!! Wow more proof that the phone works both ways! lol. He hehe, I wuv ya dani!
P.P.S. The rest of you shmoes, should learn from dani and actually call me and not wait for me to call you!!!
TTYL~KaStLe
P.S. Dani actually called me yesterday!!!! Wow more proof that the phone works both ways! lol. He hehe, I wuv ya dani!
P.P.S. The rest of you shmoes, should learn from dani and actually call me and not wait for me to call you!!!
Hey ya'll. I did nothing at all yesterday, it was pretty nice. I just got back from my 2nd traffic at Lane Tech. I got a C! (I got a D+ on my 1st one) It was O.K. I almost ran a stop sign. I messed up a left turn cuz I went out on a yellow light. I also went into the lane to get on the express way twice. It wasn't too bad though. I just made a few mistakes that I'm sure licensed drivers might make. The instructor was loud, and was aggravated easily. So they didn't things too pleasant. O.K. my brother walked in the room and is harassing me. He's sitting on the couch and making voices. He's crazy and annoying. Stop trying to read this you little bitch!! I wonder if he read that. O.K. he left now. Great he's back. Anyways, I'm not sure what I'm doing today. Prolly smackin' up my bitches n hoes. And hustlin' on tha corners.....
*i've come clean, changed the scenery, i've come clean, shari vegas*
*i've come clean, changed the scenery, i've come clean, shari vegas*
Monday, June 30, 2003
Well, well, today was the first day of summah skool! What a delightful experience. Not! Luckily I am only there for 16 days. It was funny cuz my class was freaking big, damn trig, it's an evil subject. Our teacher is weird. He's this little asian man and you can hardly understand what he is saying! I tried to escape today, even though it was only to go to the library, but I couldn't get out, the gate wouldn't open, and I had to put the car back in. Damn! I'm going to try to escape tomorrow. Well that's all for now, I'm funna bounce out of this muf.
TTYL~KaStLe
TTYL~KaStLe
Okay, so I'm sitting here with wet hair (I just got out the shower), listening to some music (japanese if u must know). Yesterday was just another day at the park (being a big park hype that I am). My cousins finally left yesterday morning. But before they left the youngest one made me take them all to this park blocks away when I have one right there behind my house. So I took her anyway and the park sucked but it made her happy. There was this one slide there where it was imitating something like a rock slide. The slide would curve sharply left and right, each time hitting your hip against this big plastic thing shaped like a rock....much fun. I didn't try it but I was entertained watching each of my 3 cousins slide (or bump) down the hill after previously watching their sister being hurt when they went on it. lol. After they left I went to my park and everyone was there. i mean EVERYONE! SO many people were there, it was great. It's amazing how many people i know that go to that park. I grew up in that park. sniff, sniff. But yeah, it was cool hangin' out there all day..... I still need to finish reading Harry Potter. I'm still on chapter 7 even though Clorissa told me EVERYTHING that happened. She even told me who dies!...........okay, I just have to say something. My friend, Aldo, better known as Anthony to his girlfriend. yeah, his girlfriend. lol, they hang out like every freakin' day. I never see them apart, except for one time aldo was at work, but she was over at his house anyway. I think it's so funny because i grew up with this kid and now it's so funny to see him with a girlfriend. They are inseparable. But yeah, i just had to say that because I find it really amusing how they are always together now and the fact that she calls him Anthony....
Sunday, June 29, 2003
Well I must go now, I'll do a real post tomorrow, a Friday the 13, dubbed movie calls and I can't miss it.

You're the loving smile,the one that is entirely
devoted to others,especially that one
person.You really can't get them out of your
head,but then,you don't really want to.
What Kind of Smile are You?
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You're the loving smile,the one that is entirely
devoted to others,especially that one
person.You really can't get them out of your
head,but then,you don't really want to.
What Kind of Smile are You?
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Hahaha...that's funny......I'm 77% bitchier than other women who have taken this test. But everyone knows what a sweetheart I am.....
*i'm sorry i just threw you away*