I HEREBY CLAIM THIS BLOG: OFFICIALLY DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, i didn't get into Stanford, but I thought I should post this poem to make me feel a little bit better.
"The Rose"
It is only a tiny rosebud...
A flower of God's design;
But I cannot unfold the petals
With these clumsy hands of mine.

The secret of unfolding flowers
Is not known to such as I...
The flower that God opens so sweetly
In my hands would fade and die.

If I cannot unfold a rosebud
This flower of God's design,
Then how can I think I have wisdom
To unfold this life of mine?

So...I'll trust Him for His leading
Each moment of every day,
And I'll look to Him for His guidance
Each step of the pilgrim way.

For the pathway that lies before me
My heavenly Father knows...
I'll trust Him to unfold the moments
Just as He unfolds the rose...

oh yeah so hopefully this blog will pick up over the holidays and such since we will have more time to write and will be doing more exciting things than....school...yeah i'm going to be in Argentina so maybe if i find time, i will post on here from there and tell you all how it is going so far. i plan on taking a journal and writing about my days. it's gonna be a time of my life yo. I havent been there since i was two yrs old and you know you don't remember shit when you are that young. Anyway, peace out folks, and tell me how you all are doing!

Aww, i wish I could see your show, but alas i cannot for I am going to visit mi papa. But yes, let me fill you all in on how it's been going down lately. I find out this month, any day now if i got in to Stanford or not and I really hope i did. I went to some boring thing in the recital hall today for all the minorities about some internship that I'm not even interested in but at least they didn't gas all us minorites because that's what we thought they were going to do to us, and i didn't have to go to orb and kimmel adv....which in that case, i would have rather been gassed....We went to the Shedd Aquarium and it was pretty fun actually even though I saw that Wild Reef exhibit 3 times already and that dolphin show who knows how many times since i was back in 1st grade....yeah and we bought our tickets to go see LOTR: 3 today for Thursday. And if they decide to change the half-day dates then i guess i jsut won't be going to school that day....meh. let's see...orli or school, orli or school......i think we all know the answer to this one folks. .....peace

Well kiddies, it's been a long while since I last posted hasn't it? well let me catch you up. Today was the first performance of our gallery class performance. We did really well and my makeup was awesome. We had two shows and colina came to our first one, which was awesome. So then this last weekend I started working with the germans. I get paid well, but I hate working there. So this friday is the showing of our play Rubbed out, it's soooo funny i can't wait for it. but it makes me sad, cuz that means work is over. I love the people I work with. Anyhooch...come see our play...it's friday at 6:00 and saturday at 2:00, at gallery 37 on randolph...
its FREE!!!!!!!
COME COME COME
~Kastle~

[ mood | pensive ]
[ music | Darkest Hour - Seven Day Lie ]

Way to go. I accidentally pressed something, so this window closed. Now I need to start my entry all over again.
Last night I slept over at Jenny's house. That was cool. We watched the whole 1st season of Queer as Folk. That's a pretty cool show. Aww gay guys are so adorable. We also went bowling. Yep, we could only afford one game (FUCK YOU, MONTCLARE LANES. So we killed half of an hour. As we were getting our bowling shoes, these "ghetto" characters were also getting their shoes. This one girl was spazzing about giving the guy one of her shoes in exchange for a pair of bowling shoes. She was like, "WHAT?! I have to give them my shoe?! If this shoe gets damaged I'mma whoop someone's ass" something to that extent. And they were your average tan work boots. If they were some fuckin' $600 Dolce & Gabana strappy heels, then maybe I could see her making a big deal. But then again, who would wear those to a bowling alley? Of course, we got stuck next to them. Oh and I recognized the girl, too. She went to my grade school. I swear just about everyone that came outta that school is trash with no future. I really don't mean to be judgmental and stereotypical, but I need to be realistic. I mean all they think about is getting the most number of "kicks" and making sure their shoes match the inseams of their pants, which must also match the color of their shirt. Oh and don't forget their hats, sunglasses, and whatever miscellaneous accessories they have. I don't know why I'm ranting about this, maybe just to show that I'm lucky that I do have a future in front of me, unlike most of the people I grew up with.
After the pointless game of bowling, we ventured to Hollywood video. We saw Tina was crying. She was stressed about, especially since her boyfriend broke up with her. And may I add, broke up with her through Marta. I think over the phone may have been somewhat better. What a pussy. Speaking of pussy, I've always thought he was gay. So maybe that's why. I tried to explain to Tina that it wasn't her fault that he preferred burritos to tacos. Geezz. After 12, we left Hollywood. To our surprise, Tina's car had died. She only lives 2 blocks away from Hollywood, but we had to push it across Harlem. Some jagoff almost hit us, too. Then we went back to Jenny and Tina's house. Watched more Queer as Folk. Then we fell asleep. Me and Jenny didn't wake up til 1 in the afternoon. Then my stepdad picked me up around 5. Now I'm home waiting for dinner. Mmmm food. I really don't want to go to school tomorrow. I have to rewrite a paper and turn it in on Friday. Damn busy work.
I think this post has been long enough, so I think I'll end it. "Good idea, Megan."
Tootles.
HONKEYYYYY!

*I'm going to start posting certain things off of my livejournal if they're not "scandalous". *

ooooh a play, what kind of play? i want to see a play! I think the last play that i went to was Assassins with lana for drama class. Oh good times in drama class. okay, i saw that movie Elf.....it's definitely a rental, if at all........so yeah, today was another bitchy sorta say. God, i can't seem to put my hand on what kind of affect emo has on me. I haven't been listening to it for almost 3 weeks now, and i think it has made me a more mean person. Pretty soon guys, i will be back to my sad, emotional kitty. yes, hm, i just got back my SAT 2 scores....this'll teach me not to go to any parties the night before and choose a school that is 500 miles away from ur house when u have no other transportation besides CTA. my writing score was a 500 and math a 570.......i'm not taking it again.........peace

Thanksgiving is 2 days away, and it bothers me that everyone skips from halloween to Christmas, so here's a little post about thanksgiving for all to enjoy!

EVERYDAY THANKSGIVING
Even though I clutch my blanket and growl when the alarm rings, thank you, Lord, that I can hear. There are many who are deaf.
Even though I keep my eyes closed against the morning light as long as possible, thank you, Lord, that I can see. Many are blind.
Even though I huddle in my bed and put off rising, thank you Lord, that I have the strength to rise. There are many who are bedridden.
Even though the first hour of my day is hectic, when socks are lost, toast is burned, and tempers are short, my family is so loud, thank you, Lord, for my family. There are many who are lonely.
Even though our breakfast table never looks like the pictures in magazines and the menu is at times unbalanced, thank you, Lord, for the food we have. There are many who are hungry.
Even though the routine of my job is often monotonous, thank you, Lord, for the opportunity to work. There are many who have no job.
Even though I grumble and bemoan my fate from day to day and wish my circumstances were not so modest, thank you, Lord, for life.

The blog's not dead, the blog's not dead, the blog's not dead, I swear I will post more often. but anyhooch, come see my play this december 12!!!!! it'll be great great fun, everyone will love it.
~Kastle~

One Good Bitch Treats Another
Not quite, though. I sensor myself for these posts. Sorry for the lack of my postings. I've been very busy the last week. In addition, I have my own personal journal, which I will give ya'll the link to later. I went on a SOUTHWEST SIIIIIIIIIDE adventure Friday with Selena. That was pretty damned nifty. And we saw the school play tonight. I was impressed. Yes. I don't have much to say for now. I may have a good story in the next few days, so stay tuned. Much Honkey Luv!
*mirror mirror on the wall, i'm tired, i'll fuck you all*

hey guys so maybe if we say it enough then maybe it will come true and this blog will no longer be dead. lol. Yeah, so I'm trying to download some FLCL soundtrack songs. I really like this one that they always play during the anime when you watch it......I want to learn how to play it on my guitar. it gets stuck in my head all the time.....Yerkes was so much fun. it's too bad you couldn't go lana, I'm sure you would've enjoyed yourself. I was basically dissed and ditched by my own friends. so i hung out with my other friends. YEAH THAT"S RIGHT I HAVE OTHER FRIENDS! I DON'T NEED YOU....ok i do, but i still think that was pretty bogus. you got mad at me before i ever did anything....:(..........meh, so yeah, I have to do my entire Astronomy project tomorrow because I tried starting but didn't get very far. no not very far at all...hopefully latrice won't be too mad at me and will come over to help me out, we could do it together infact....if not i'm screwed....yeah, crystal's over here. She was watching Disney channel again, lol. I guess I'm rubbing off on her, really rubbing off on her....yah, mhmm, oh yeah, i have a xanga site too guys, It's misskittay. Don't worry i haven't ditched you guys. I'm still posting see? SEE? Aight, well guys, I'm all sad cuz the migente website is down. lol. ah, migente.....hope u guys have a nice weekend. This week will be a short one! HAPPY TURKEY DAY!!!!!!!.................peace

crystal says hi

wassup my peeps!

Okay, so if you search up Hobo Gackt on Google, the first thing that pops up is our website! Lana and I discovered this during Art when we were in the library for like the third period in a row. I promised Latrice I would post on this blog first before I posted on all my other sites. See, this post isn't dying. It's not dead yet. It still lives on. It's in the search engines god dammit! But anyways, I got 3 Cs on my report card. one A in English and the rest were Bs. It's aight but i could be doing better. I'm sitting in 4th period lunch right now because Jedi sensei didn't need me. I guess it has it's ups and downs. I couldn't find Ms. Lu to bug her....I have guitar lessons today...I was asked to be in a band so I guess i better start practicing. and while we are talking about stuff to do, i should be studying for that Illiad test.....meh, whatever, back to the post...This Friday we are going to Yerkes and it is going to be so much fun but before that, on Wednesday, is Japanese Day aka Honorary JROCK DAY! It's gonna be great except that I really have to crack down and figure out what exactly I am going to wear. Japanese Day is gonna be the best day ever. Way better than French Day which is today. I think we already blew it out of the water and our day hasn't even came yet. Alright, well I'll stop rambling since I should be doing something else.......ps. nice hair Lana.........peace

Well I'm here at lunch doind absolutely nothing and singing the circle of life with the short ho. Lol good times. So I'm bored and I just wanted to post something meaningless and inane. so there it is..."there's more to see than can ever be seen, more to do..."

Hi kiddies, I'm bored...well, lets see...um yeah I have another in school on friday, it's very upsetting...it's also upsetting that latrice isn't going to be there...damn. Well, I found out what I'm getting in all my classes. It's a row of Craps...and a Damn. I need to raise them...it sux though that I'll prolly get all b's and a c next quarter...damn the world. Lets see I'm done for the night, cuz I'm cold.
Toots~Kastle~

Feelings Of Anger Arise In Me
Hell yea I'm angry. And hell no I won't tell you about it.
In other news, today was ok. I went to Guerin to pick up Yanina, and Jenny. Then we hung outside of Yanina's house and just talked. Yep talked. I'm tired and so this is the end of my post.
*angels bleed from the tainted touch of my caress, devil speaks of ways in which she'll manifest*

You know what kitty, just because you said, and I quote, "Can I get a shemme shemme...does not mean that only you can say it!!! Oh and a big to shout out to Chloe, which according to kitty is the name of Lana de Doggy. Anyhooch, I'm here chillin like bob dillan and just reading the inane dribble that we post on our page...do dod ododo dodo. Lets see, I'm really bored and I am excited cuz tomorrow I have dance practice with my friend Ivette and then afterwards I am going to go to humbolt park to hang with mesha. well I'm out...byesies!
~toots~Kastle

okay, just because i spelt it wrong doesn't mean you all could steal it!!! i think lana's doggy is named cloey or however you spell it. I'm in lunch (without crystal and lana) Hey i think i see Kim right now, yes, kim and tully. this lunch period would suck some ass if lana and crystal didn't have it. It would just be me and Dan chillin like a villain doing nothing.....so our seats are moved around in Biology now. I no longer sit next to Lloyd (uur, lol) now I sit next to some junior named trevor i think. I think she arranged us by our grade in the class, the A brigades are all together and the F troops are all together and the C crew is all together as well. I'm with the C crew because....yeah...i have a C. Tomorrow, crystal and lana have to come over and if you want to, latrice, you can come over too. it'll be a partay (not really). but yeah, i think we should plan to get together with ms. lu some day so that we could keep her company because she was saying how it seems so lonely and quiet around the house and she doesn't want to go home. so i say we should give her some company and show her some love!!!!!!! aight, talk to ya'll later, i'm gonna go eat........peace

I'll give you a shenme shenme! Well today was an enjoyable day, but before I discuss with all you lovely people the events of today I would like to announce that I have started to fill out an application to my top choice school, which is Richmond University in London....aaarggh...it's just that the essay topics suck!! I'm going to write mine as a narrative...lets see how it works. okay so today I got to work and you know it was fun...we had a master class with this director guy and it was a lot of fun...we got to play theatre games. Also we played a game where you can only ask questions and it was really funny cuz one of my questions was "can I get a what what?" and I asked my boss that...it was hysterical! Anyhooch, then me, melissa, Betty ann, Nia, christian, David and deedee(who left early) went to rico benne's. We sat there reminicesing and schtuff for about two hours...then me and melissa went to target. We were planning on going to see ms.lu and xiao(pronounced shaow) lu, before he left for china. we bought him some gifts, but we were unable to go, because melissa's mom called her and yelled at her and told her to come home. So I took took the damen bus towards armitage, but passed and ended up on north, so I had to walk down damen and walk to armitage, to catch the bus. it was soooo damn funny. I was on the phone, the whole while with melissa...he he he FREE WEEKENDS baby! yeah! anyhooch...then I got home and I'd just like to say, that if baloo could talk, he would send Lana a shout out back. oh and a shout out to lana's doggy!!! What's his name lana? well I got to go, Imma do some homework and work on my essay.

TOOTS! ~Kastle~

"Can I Get a Shenme Shenme?"
Hey ya'll. Since I have a bunch of free time at the moment, I suppose I'll update.
Yesterday I got up at 4:30 am. Then Martin and his dad (he does exist!) picked me up at 6. Then we went to get David, and then we were on our way to St. Louis. We were visiting Washington U in St. Louis. About 6 hours later, we got there. It was a nice school. I like the fact that you can do a double major. They have Fashion Design and Chinese. The only thing I didn't like was DAMN THERE WAS ALOTTA CRACKAS....I didn't see one damn Hispanic person. I saw a few black people, some Asians, and Hindi people. Not one single Hispanic. I thought it was strange. We didn't get to see the school of art either. Later, online I looked at their fashion site. The first two years you take some sort of core classes, then junior and senior year you get to take the fashion design classes. I kinda wanted to start fashion designing freshman year. Well I'll see in a couple months where I'll go. Then we left. When we hit Bloomington, IL, we stopped at Wendy's for food. Let the record state: damn I love the city. There were people with mullets and shirts that said "Big Dog Sex" on them. I was terrified. There was also 2 guys that worked at Wendy's that scared me. One looked like a thinner and older version of Tomasz, the other one was a Slim Shady rip-off. Ughhh... All in all, the trip was good.
Today, I woke up early. Of course my plans fell through. I swear whenever I actually get up early so I can go out early, no one can go out. Then when I sleep in til 1, people call and wake me up and tell me to hurry up and get ready. But I went to an art store by Six Corners by myself. It was small, but it had the cutting set I needed, so that was cool. Then I took the bus back home. I called NiteCap on Irving Park to ask about a show tonight. Turns out the show starts at 10 and is 21 and over. GOD DAMN 21 AND OVER SHOWS!! That dissapointed me. So, me and Jenny are going to see Scary Movie at Norridge. Should be fun. I asked Scott if he wanted to come, but he declined. I want to go visit him!!!!
Oh yeah, IF ANYONE HAS A LIVE JOURNAL CODE, OR KNOWS ANYONE WHO MIGHT HAVE A LIVE JOURNAL CODE, PLEASE LET ME KNOW. THANKS!
Thats all folks!
*destroy what destroys you*

Hey kids! Well Kitty, not only did you not spelled that right, but I think you were asking for mr. shemwell, i.e. shemme shemme. but I think you were asking for a SHENME SHENME...which I will gladly give you...SHENME SHENME!!! I will also give you a piece of extremely useless information....
Here it goes...
~85% of the population can curl there tongue into a "U"~
and that was Kastle de bit of useless info, for the day! :)

Okay anyhooch. Today was a pretty boring day except for the walk in the park with Baloo (if anyone does not know who baloo is go to WWW.Freewebs.com/Kastlerulz and click on the big link on the homepage, then on the link that says Mr. Chow) we went to humbolt park and had a very amusing "romp." then I came home and did schtuff and ate puerto rican food...which in my book is always a highlight. Lets see what else...hmmm...well I cleaned my room and I am currently going to do my "homework" for work...doesn't that bite? homework, for my job? thats ridicules! Hey what chatrooms are you guys talking about? what chatroom do all these people from our school go into? well I am going to go and do my "homework." TOOTS!
~KASTLE~

Can i get a shemme shemme?
(idk if that's spelled right) Well hey there ppl! On thursday we had an unexpected PAC meeting. I didn't even know about it until 7th period when i saw Rob in the hallway. and Dan had asked me if there was a meeting during 5th period but i had told her no since i didn't know (i mean, it wasn't Friday) Turns out Mr. Shemwell didn't even know until last minute either. we were just getting together to talk about the IIT 100. So yeah, then afterwards I helped poor Lenice out with her Earth Science project because everybody in her group just left her and it was due that day. lol, all i had to do was film so it went quite fast, so then afterwards i went to Eat a pita with a bunch of ppl, including Aki who enlightened us all with his knowledge and outlook on certain things and then everyone got into this huge argument and that's when latrice called me on my cell to save me. We eventually started to walk towards the train. I went to tutoring and messed around. I wasn't going to do any homework since it was a "Friday" so i played boggle and what not. After i got home I saw my new totally awesome computer and right away got on it and went online. Yes, latrice i was in that same lame chatroom and i must say it was pretty lame, but i must admit, it would've been lamer if they had been talking about tv and what not because then i wouldn't be able to participate in the conversation. but yeah, i told them about lana and my hitch-hiking experience and it was funny. Then i invited Jerry and Brian into the chatroom and they were actually talking cuz no one else was and then everybody left and they made a new chatroom called No Kitty Allowed. that was bogus, but then they invited me because they said i was Jasmine....oh yeah, so in this chatroom Maya called me a bitch and said she didn't want to be in the same chatroom as me and then she left and then her and rob got into it, it was funny. then i went to bed and when i woke up (early as usual) i practiced my guitar. I haven't heard from Lana nor my dad to see when and if he is picking me up and now annie is watching maury and all i hear it BEEP! backstabbing bitch BEEP BEEP! ::screaming:: BEEP! OHHHH!(audience) GET THAT WHORE! GET THAT WHORE! GET THAT WHORE! OOOOOOOOOH! BEEP! Maury: "u still love her?" "....i used to." IF I WAS U, I'D KICK HER BEEEPP!!! YEAH? WELL THAT'S WHY UR NAKED ON NATIONAL TELEVISION! OOHHH!! and now for a commercial break........peace

OOOOh, CPK, (counter part kitty) done rambled!! lol, well today was an extremely loooong day. Lets see, I was late, as usual to school. I had my photo, critiqued. I thought it was pretty good for my first roll. I just had a few scratches and some dirt. But it's nice. then english, lunch...those were some good times. Then bio, boring, except we played with those molecule kits. Earth science...good times, editing that movie. chinese, also were some good times. then afterwards I spoke with ms. ma and then it was decided that kim would use some of her free period to work on the film and that I would come back after gallery and work on what we had and also finish filming and edit. Then there was gallery...hmmm, well it was annoying cuz ron now leads us in warm ups and I hate taking orders from him. then ms. jurcys was all with the practicing our winter performance and stuff except she changed it and it sux...then I ran out of gallery and I went back to school. I saw ms. lu and crystal walking out and then I got to school and schtuff...we filmed the newscast, the weather report, the 7-day forcast, um and I forgot what...oh yeah, some "weather termies" lol because we got some random people to be in it...lol. and evan leroux helped us out...oh man I didn't leave until 7 pm...I hope ms. ma likes it. I hope we don't get tooo bad a grade on it. well enough of the Kastle de(possessive term in chinese, it is equivalent to the ('s)) rambling.
TOOTS!
~KASTLE~

ramblin' time! ramblin' time! watch out folks it's ramblin' time! DASHBOARD IS HOT I DON'T CARE WHAT ANYONE SAYS!!!!! Lana's already coming over to my house tomorrow so she can utilize my new computer.......she better take back what she said if she wants to still come over.....I have to waste some time after school before i make my way over to tutoring at the Injin center. Oh yeah, Honkey, there's gonna be a pow-wow coming up the weekend after next and i want you to come. It's this big annual one so it'll be madd hott with lots of Injins walking around like it ain't no body's business (I don't even know what the hell that means). Anyone can go if they want acutally....oh yeah, me, lana, and kim saw this crazy, kinda disturbing picture of Gackt......naked....yeah...."X"ed outta that box pretty quick......aight, goin to lunch......peace

Aww, sorry i'm kinda late on the insane ramblings...I guess nothign much has been happening. I'm going to my dad's this weekend..... Oh yeah!! We got a new computer!!! It's gonna be so awesome. It's this flat screen and it's a DVD burner. oh yeah oh yeah. okay, well that's enough rambling for now. The bell is about to ring and I have to go to teh third floor and put m stuff away.....peace

Holla
Since I'm not working on the "paper" for English now, I've decided to post. Shit, I just remembered I had to do a Chinese story. Too late now. After I post, I'm going to bed. Calico System is coming to Chicago on Saturday! And if it's where I think it is, it's like a mile from my house. Mmmmm I'm drooling. But I gotta find out if its all ages or not. If it is, I'll be there with bells on. Mmmmm yesssssss...Well I'm out . Me love you long time. Unless I don't like you. Yeah.
*my arms feel so numb, my heart palpitates missing a beat*

You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying.

"And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."

Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).
The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.
Her sign is the eclipsed moon.

As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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Okay, something happened to my other post, but um well yes, I am in bio, not doing what I'm suppose to. do do do do do, muah ha ha ha ha ha aha ha ha ha!!! so yeah, its great that lana is dying her hair, its awesome, when are you going to do it? well I'm doing stuff la la la la la...yes only five minutes left!!!!!! megan, these reports of your party are a bit disturbing....yes only a few more versus to choreagraph for our song!!

CPK, I didn't see you at all today!!! I didn't even get to read your insane ramblings! CPK zai na li?

Hello kids, what a day it's been...
Well today was fun. At gallery we were speaking and ms. yurcys, was all like "blah blah blah blah blah, you guys aren't focused, blah blah blah. you guys are wasting precious times we could be using for our winter fest!" and I go, "we've also wasted nuts and bolts on days and spending whole days on it." and she gets all bitchy on me and I was like I ain't having it. well anyhooch, after that, some chic from calarts cmae and cassandra stole my sweater, so I was freaking ass cold, so I took Johann's coat...it smelled good, but man his cologne gave me a headache! afterwards we went to ricco benne's and it was soo much fun and we shared with pacito our pizza and soda...cheap bastard...lol, it was good times. man mesha's hair was border line freakish, but it was okay, the eyebrows were scary...umm then we had an amusing time on the train...ohhhhh I forgot, I bought this really cute monkey charm for my phone, that has a little star charm, that flashes when you make a call and when you receive one. well I gots to go...I'm cold and I have to go shower...toots!!

~KASTLE~

Ahhh Not My Day Today
But then again, what day is?
I was almost to school, then I said "screw it" and got off the train at Belmont and went home. Then I went to sleep when I got home. Later on, I went to Gallery 37. I had my portfolio reviewed by a guy from Pratt, he was really nice and was positive about my stuff. I waited to see the chick from Parsons, but she took like an hour talking to this one girl, so I was like I'm goin' home. SO I went home alone. Then I got home....I watched Bowling for Columbine, it was enjoyable. It was really sad, though.
On another note....I'm broke. I'd appreciate any donations. Help-A-Honkey donations is now open. So sign the guestbook about some details about giving me money. Thanks.
*white trash get down on your knees time for cake and sodomy*

YES, WELL IT IS TIME TO HEAR KASTLE RAMBLE!!! I'D JUST LIKE TO SAY, SORRY ABOUT THE CAPS, IT'S JUST THAT THE BUTTON IS STUCK ON MY COMPUTER...ANYHOOCH...WELL MY WEEKEND WAS ENTERTAINING AND I WAS SAD I WASN'T AT THE PARTY. BUT I DID GO TO BENNIGANS ON SATURDAY WITH SOME FRIENDS FROM WORK AND MESHA. IT WAS A LOT OF FUN...OUR FRIEND CHRISTIAN IS REEEAAALLLYY CUTE! UMM, THEY PUT IN SOME NEW WINDOWS...I DYED MY HAIR RED, BUT MY ROOTS CAME OUT BRIGHTER, SO IN A WEEK I HAVE TO RE-DYE IT!!! DAMN THE WORLD!!!! SO FOR THE WEEK MY HAIR WILL BE UP, AND I HAVE TO BUY SUN-IN FOR MY EYEBROWS SO THAT THEY AREN'T BLACK AGAINST BRIGHT RED...ITS FUNNY, CUZ I JUST OUT OF THE BLUE WANTED TO DYE MY HAIR RED...OKAY WELL I WAS WATCHING SOME JUDY GARLAND MOVIES ON CHANNEL ELEVEN AND I WANTED RED HAIR...MMM WELL I THINK ITS BEEN ENOUGH OF ME, SO TILL TOMORROW KIDDIES....

~KASTLE~

Damn straight I'm getting tired of Kitty rambling! shiiiiiiiiiit!..............honkey's party was fun. i guess i was the hottest guy there. it's too bad i had to leave early but crystal and i had SAT testing the next morning which by the way, i think i did okay besides the fact that i didn't finish any of the testings. maybe it had to do with the fact that we had to leave the house at 5:45 to be at UofC by 8am. I was so tired but then after the testing crystal and I had to come back to my house so I could submit my Stanford application and get to the post office downtown so that I could have my letter post marked by Nov1 and pick up crystal's tips at Starbucks. After that, we came home and ate some dinner. then we messed around downstairs playing my guitar and eating all of Naughty's halloween candy. My parents were out of town this weekend so I got to sleep in my mom's bed since Thursday. I actually fell asleep kinda early saturday night with my glasses on, good thing crystal was there to take them off for me. awww, what a nice friend. Sunday morning I made pancakes. YES, I COOKED!! and they were quite good actually. Man, i make a hot guy and i could cook? that's just craziness right thurr. Oh so then Latrice came over to my house and we all went over to check out the new Target (as opposed to the old one) that shit's pretty damn cool. we filled a cart so we could put it on the escalator thingy. i'm just mesmerized by that thing. I bought some more peeps lana so we got to do the posh bk thing again. Oh yeah, so Latrice and Crystal left. It started to pour when i was waiting for the bus with crystal. she said it was an ominous sign for her going back home. She stayed at my house the entire weekend. And so now I am here taking a break from doing my homework. I told myself I would actually do that Astronomy Picture of the Day assignment and turn it in on time...meh, and i guess i have time since i told myself i would not straighten my hair all this week. we'll see how much time i have when i am not wasting it all on straighening my hair..............aight, well back to shukudai..............peace

Even White Boys Got Ta Shout
I should really be doing my homework right now. It's almost 9 and I haven't started. I always procrastinate on Sundays. Well I haven't been writing much lately, I've been very busy.
Friday was Halloween. Yep, I threw a party. Thanks to all who came. That was fun, or so I think. Many people came. It was cool cuz it was diverse. I missed Kastle, though. Then I realized some people didn't show up becuase they didn't have my number or address. Yeah, that mighta helped. Clean-up wasn't bad either. Oh and my neighbor thought I was a hooker and asked how much I cost. I told him I wasn't for sale. Yep, everyone saw my little white shorts, because my "dress" was so short. Hey at least I was wearing shorts. Lorday. Of course I played "Baby Got Back" as well as other memorable hits. And Scott came. I was very happy to see him because I missed him. Everyone left by 12. Scott stayed til after 2 and Selena slept over. Of course Selena and I role played as people in our photo class (Isn't that right, Shelena? Lemme shtick it up there) Haha.
Today I went to Nation Portfolio Day at SAIC. It was alright. I woke up an hour late, then rushed to get ready. I was downtown a quarter to 10. I walked around looking for Panda Express to meet Selena. Finally, I found it. I waited til about 10:30, but she wasn't there. So, I went into the School. I waited forever to see a rep from Syracuse U. She didn't seem to impressed by work. That was kinda crappy. Then I saw a rep from Washington U. in St. Louis, she seemed to like my work. That made me feel better, especially since Wash U. is in my top 2 choices. It seemed like everyone had their parents with them too. I sure didn't. I was alone, as usual. Then I ate at Panda express. Orange Cheeeeekon!!!!! Then I came on home and worked on another monoprint. Pratt Institute and Parsons School of Design are coming to Gallery tomorrow, so I need to haul my heavy ass portfolio around w/ me again.
Killswitch Engage and a bunch of other bands are playing at the Vic Thursday. So I'll prolly go with David. That should be fun. I'd really like to go. But I'll be tight on money, so it's not that big of a deal if I don't go. That's about all for now.
*these boots are made for walkin' and that's just what they'll do, one of these days these boots are gonna walk all over you*

I'm bored!!
Well kiddies it's been a looooooong old while hasn't it? I bet most people are getting bored of just reading kitty ramble on and on by herself. well I'm back dammit!!! well my week has been okay...hmm the best day were thursday and friday...thursday we went to demon dogs and were really sad, because it was the last time we would ever go there... :*( well hmmm friday was fun, cuz there was a party at gallery and it was fun except for the fact that I suck at dancing and I danced with a guy who could and well...hmmm, lets just say thats one of the reasons I like the crackahs...lol. well that was about it except that I went to go see ROBERTO BENNINI today and he gave a reading from dante's Paradiso, it was awesome...then after work me and some friends went to bennigans and had lunch...it was soooooo much fun!!! lets see who went...Betty Ann, DeeDee, *Christian*, David, me and melissa...ha ha ha, we were talking about sooo much stupid stuff...it was awesome. Lets see we also did this love tester thing and Christian got the top thing and got "uncontrolable" I got "Wild", melissa got "cold fish" (ha hahahaha) Betty ann got "naughty but nice" Dee Dee got "harmless". My sister should shut up now!!!! well I gots to go

~Kastle~

LAST CALL FOR ALCOHOL!!!!!
Hey, i'm sitting here waiting for Naughty to come home so that we can go to tutoring. yeah, i have to take her ass. I already did all my homework last night because i'm gonna be working on my essays, to be submitted tonight, at tutoring. I practiced my guitar for a little while. I was working on the two chords that we learned on Monday. i am really gonna try and practice as much as I can so I can kick ass on the guitar. oh yeah! i don't know if i will be good enough before Tully's Jam Club try-outs...not like i would want to really be in that club cuz i could imagine all the other ppl that are probably gonna want to join....ah, sitting here listening to the further seems forever cd that i borrowed from Borty (muchos gracias senor)....makes me miss my own copy so much cuz my copy had the Say It Ain't So song on it as well as a few other songs.....boo hoo.....Today we went to the Sweet Connection Bakery for my seminar and we got to have a tour of this cool bakery, then we got all these free samples of all these different kind of cakes (w/milk) Andy didn't look so good after his 6th piece and third cup of milk. but maya was right up there with him, eating 4 pieces of cake and some creme puff thingy. twas, crazy. i had two myself and no milk because then my stomach wouldn't be too happy with me.....Oh yeah, i was kinda freaking out today because i just realized I have no idea what we are going to be doing tomorrow in PAC. And i usually know what's on the agenda on friday the week before. i guess mr. dyson may have something planned...and i don't think some ppl are going to be there because of a debate tournament either.....kitty'll pull through somehow...we may have to talk about Yerkes because i found out we aren't going to be going on the 7-8th, which is good news because we need a two weeks notice for field trips and still need to give Friends of Payton the proposal for funding the trip....yes, good, fun stuff, no? yes? that's right, bitch, i thought so! Aight.........peace
*shoobity doowop Christopher Reeves*

ah, whattup, homosexual cat!

douche bag

hey, i'm stickin around afterschool getting some shit done......i just finished interviewing Dave Sorrell, lol, it was quite entertaining, because he runs debate and while he was busy being interviewed, all the "rookie's" were messing around in the hallway....anyway, i guess i am waiting for some ppl and then we are gonna do something i don't know and then i am going to tutoring at the injin center. i think i should leave to go to that by 5:30. Crystal is talking to mr. malarski about colleges, which reminds me taht i have to make sure i get my essays proof-read and what not to be sent by Thursday. Anypoo, i am getting a 69% in my Astronomy class so i better get a move on and hand in all my crap late.....i guess ishould do that now since i have time to waste........peace

Hey, i wonder if lana downloaded AIM yet, knowing her she was probably too busy downloading hobo gackt videos....lol....so i am bored as fuck for some reason. i went to my first guitar lesson today and it was fun. the teacher is so sarcastic and funny and guess what, his son is in this band called 7 minute abs. yeah lana and crystal know who i am talking about....that sucky ass band at the historical society who sang about the masterbation proclamation.....yeah, that's his dad...oh for shame, for shame......so i had this weird convo with borty about mario bros and what not but by the end i didn't even know what i was talking about......anypoo, i gotta see if i am going to honkey's party. i have SAT IIs the next morning so i don't know if it would be the best idea. idk, i may stop by, bring something or whatever.........peace

If You Don't Give a Damn, Don't Throw It Up
That's right bitches. For some reason, I can view the frickin' blog. Tomorrow after school, I'm going to see KMFDM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Woooo hooooooo! I'm excited. I hope there won't be anyone in line at 4. That'd suck. The whole party thing is making me nervous. I'm afraid too many people will show up. Oh well. I'll write a longer post Tuesday. I better get mah sleep.
*no whiskey welcome at your door, not a light for your whore, not a word that i can hear, THE STENCH OF SHIT TELLS ME YOU'RE NEAR*

Hmm, now i think lana should download AOL so she could join us in our massive payton chat. For those fo you who missed it, there was this huge chat with a buttload of payton people in it and everybody was talking and making fun of eachother and no one knew who the hell anyone was. It was so great. The only problem is, u have to really be focusing on it or you won't know what the hell is going on. You can't be doing your homework and talking on the phone and trying to fill out a college application all while talking in this massive chat cuz then u will be completely lost. So, who's all coming to play them some frisbee?...peace

oh honkey, that was a funny story. I don't have one to add to that though :(......Yesterday, when i went online, someone made this huge ass payton people's chatroom and shit, there were too many damn people up in that mofo and nobody knew who anyone was so they were constantly have to say their names and stuff. I didn't, i thought my screen name was self-exlpanatory.........ok guys, so this whole Ultimate Frisbee thing with LPHS that we have been planning might not go through. Turns out LPHS kids have a half day on Friday so they might not make it. I don't know why that should matter but hey, i don't think i would want to stick around on a friday for forever just to play some ultimate frisbee with some nerds at another school.( ;) u know i luv u guys). anypoo, i hope it all works out, Idk, i heard it from Rob and sometimes he likes to mess with me. what am i saying, all the time he likes to mess with me. Damn you, Rob, Damn you!!! okay, i'm done ranting, lana just walked in..........peace

I'm Too Tired to Write a Sufficient Post
True dat biatch. I'm tired, so this will be short. Short, but sweet. Maybe sour. IT left today . Know what I'm sayin'? Oh yea I forgot to tell a funny story. Here it goes:
Sunday morning I was at Jenny's, because I slept over. I really had to pee, but her Grandma was in there. SO her mom knocked on the door and her grandma (CBG as I affecionately call her) got out. She was covering herself with only a towel. She is old, flabby, wrinkley, you name it. And starts talking to me in Polish. The only thing I understood was "go". After 6 or so years you'd think she'd realize I DON'T speak Polish. So I get my ass on the john, and I have to pee really bad. But I know she's waiting right outside the door. SO it wouldn't come out. I put in my contact lenses then left, due to her knocking. Her dentures were also left on the sink. I am scarred. What did Jenny have to say about this ?
sayyestocrayons: she wanted to show u what shes workin wit
Thanks, Jenny. Thanks a lot.
*i am the walking dead heartbreaker, im sorry you'll never understand what its like, buried under 6 feet of glass*

Alright, it's afterschool and I am wasting time before i have to go to the American Indian Center. I took like 50 quizzes already. I would post my results but i'll admit that shit gets kinda old and sometimes you could care less what percentage "angel/devil" people are. Not that I took that quiz. I took these other ones talking about what percentage emo you are, which still doesn't matter to me. Just passing the time..........MiGente, lol. that reminds me of something funny.....so i talked to JMAN and he says he's gonna try to arrange something. I missed his birthday party so we are going to throw a different one with all the cool people (ex: me).......My conference with Mr. X went smoothly this morning. it actually could've gone better but i'll blame that on myself......one of my new friends invited me over to his house for a barbeque but i don't think i can make it now because it's the exact same day as Naughty's birthday/ birthday party. Maybe we can stop by there for a little while if it's not too rude to leave baggins. Hopefully, Crystalsan will be at my house the whole weekend. It'll be this huge, great bonding weekend. lol......man, i have a taste for White Rabbit. bakana Andy and his selling of the white rabbit. I think he tried to poison me with some other candy. Good thing i was too slick for him. mwahahahahah!...........................peace

whattup, dawgs. I'm in lunch right now well, really, i'm in the library......don't know why. Nothing excited happened, except that I saw Mesha, Honkey and Flor on the bus this morning. And then when we were on the train sitting down, i swear Megan must've waiting for the perfect moment to say really loudly "HEY DID YOU GUYS KNOW THAT SIPHYLIS IS ON THE RISE!!!" It was funny, she had us all cracking up. aight, going to the actual lunchroom now.......peace

AAAAAAAARRRRGGGH!!!!!! Good lord, am I bored, I am suppose to be doing some sort of work in earth science, but as usual I'm not. well lets see...hmmm lol@megan...I'm sorry that I did not realize that you were an equal opportunity hater. He he he, and I enjoy the fact that u were "taken aback" except I think you made have used it incorrectly. well I should get off now...tootles!

Well, hello there my good people. I had a pretty exciting weekend. It consisted of soccer, soccer and oh wait, more soccer.

Move Over, J. Lo
It was about 1 am and Jenny and myself were walking out of Arturo's Mexican Dump...I mean Restaurant. There was a whole truck full of chachos and they kept yelling things such as, "Big Ass, big ass booty, fat booty" and things of that nature. Everyday when I walk around outside I get that. I AM AWARE THAT MY ASS IS BIG. I'm me. I think I know what stuff I have. Or so I'd hope. Are other people not aware that I know what I have? Obviously. Or maybe they know and they wanna make sure I don't forget. We'll their doing a good job of it. Now I will never forget that I have an oversized ass. Thanks to the constant fuckin' reminders.

Ahhh......in other news, yesterday was Jenny's bday party. That was pretty fun. Drunk Polish men always entertain me. Especially Osh Kosh. The party never ends with Osh Kosh. NEVER! Well that's all I'm going to say about the party. Well and we had food. Mad props for that. Oh and I slept over. That was fun. Shit I gotta read the Iliad, but it's 8:35 already. I think I'll just read the Iliad and do my Chinese homework in school tomorrow. Yep, that's it for now!
*i am the face of piss and shit and sugar, i do a crooked little dance with my funny little monkey, what i want, what i want is just your children, i hate what i have become to escape what i hated being*

By the Way
If anyone calls me tomorrow and wakes me up, I WILL KILL YOU.

Also, I'd like to add on the "thumbs up" commentary. I THINK YOU MADE THE IDENTITY OF THE OWNER OF THE PETITE PECKER BLATANTLY OBVIOUS . Way to go, Latrice. Shit, I'm not friends w/ him or anything, but I feel bad for him. So I;m not leaving any clues as to who it is if they didn't get it from Latrice's post. And if they didn't get it, well damnit, they don't deserve too. PLease rub my feet.
*our world is so white, what else can i say*

I'm Close to Dying Happy
Before I review my day for you, I just want to get something out of the way. I do not always hate on everything and everyone. Just so you know I am an equal oppurtunity-hater. But I must say I love Kittay and she knows it. She'll always be pretty kitty no matter what she wears. I just thought it was funny cuz I wouldn't expect her in RocaWear. I was taken aback,daminit. Taken aback! Yes, I got to use "taken aback". Shabby chic? Yeah I know I have a hobo sweater. But I've been through good times with that hobo sweater. Besides, I'm low class and white so I have an excuse. Oh Kastle, I love you. I don;t think I made any sense either. But you know what, it's almost 2am. I've been up for at least 21 hours now. 21! Now let me finish ranting and write. Man this shit is gonna be long and no one will read the whole thing. READ MY WHOLE POST!!!!!!!
So I got to the Aragon at about 2. Arturo wasn't there til like 3 I think. So while I was in line, I made friends with these fun people. I think there were about 20 people ahead of me, which I wasn't expecting that many. I was TAKEN ABACK! Once agaiN! The 5 hours waiting inline were pretty pleasant, aside from the fact that we were standing two feet away from a pile of fecal matter that smelled like hot ass on a cold day. The people I met were really funny and crazy. ANd Jenny came around 4. I was so happy to see her! Yey! My fishy! It was a sold-out show so the line was long as hell. Finally doors opened at a quatah to 7. I stood front and center on the floor so it was cool. It took forever for the first band, S.T.U.N. to come on, and they sucked. Then more waiting. Then finally, MANSON!!!!!!!! ME and this guy Scott (coolest dude ever! has same tattoo in same place i wanna get!) I met were squeezing eachother and squealing because we were so happy to see Manson. THe show was so awesome. I kept my spot the whole time! They played most of the songs off the new cd, Golden Age...., a few from Mechanical Animals, two from Holywood, Tainted Love, Sweet Dreams, TOURNIQUET!!!!, Beautiful People, and the song they came back on stage with, IRRESPONSIBLE HATE ANTHYM!!!!! I was shouting "irresponsible hate anthym" cuz I wanted to hear it so bad. And I did! I went sooooo fuckin' crazy. I had a great time. It was so beautiful I almost cried!
KEEP READING! So me and Jenny decided to take the Belmont bus together. We ate at Philly's Best adn saw NELLY! and her new man. That was cool. Then we waited for the bus. Some drunk guy w/ a few teeth was trying to hug us to "keep us warm" and hes like "im a lesbian" and was trying to touch us. I wasn't havin' that. I told him to go away and get some teeth. Finally the bus came. The Belmont bus drags ass even after 12:30 AM. That sucked. Then I got to Austin. Time to walk a mile home! SO I wore my incognito hood and walked as fast as possible seeing as it was already 1 am. Then some creepy guy in a car pulls up and starts following me, so I broke like no one's business. I was like shiiiet I made it all this way and to get raped 2 blocks away from my house, I'm not havin' that. So I ran home and got in my house before he was able to get me. WHAT A RELIEF! The things I do for you, Jenny! Right now I really need a foot massage. I stood for about 9 hrs straight today. Running didn't help either. Damn creepy guys in cars! I need sleep now! Nite Nite!!!!!
*i am so all american id sell you suicide, i am totalitarian and ive got abortions in my eyes*

Man, honkey, why must you always hate on other people's stuff? why must everything be so wrong? No one hates on what you wear...and I must say, that shabby chic, ain't always happening, you know what I'm saying? well anyhooch...How's everyone? well I've had lots of fun these past few days at work and stuff...especially afterwards, cuz me and melissa always go slide down the picasso and take pictures there. well, I'm done for now, I'll post again laterz. I'm out peepz!

~Kastle/Rook~

WHEN I'M GOD EVERYONE DIES!
Hell yeah, Marilyn Manson show tonite! I'm ditching gallery so I can get to the Aragon at 2. Yea, I'm crazy! I'm so excited, I kept waking up last nite. Err! Well I'm in 4th lunch right now, cuz Ms. Burstein and Ms. Thum went on a field trip and I didn't bring anything to work on. So I decided to come to lunch. Hot damn. I'm glad I don't have this lunch period it sucks. That's why I have so much time to write on the blog. Right now there's a sophomore sitting next to me, he's looking at my website. Yey, more hits! I should really update it. But I've been so wrapped up with making pieces for my portfolio. Portfolio day is swiftly approaching- Nov. 2 afterwards I should have time to update my site, and this blog more frequently. Man I'm nervous and shit. I wish Twiggy was still in the band. Oh well :(. I see him when APC comes back. Whoooo yea. Kittay is sitting a few feet away from me. Oh Kittay, you and your Roca Wear suit are wrong! Wrong! WRONG! RAAAAAAAA! Yeah ok. Man when does this period end? Like you know. If you did, you couldn't tell me, could you? Wait you can't answer that either. Man I'm hungry. Well my real lunch period is next, so I'll eat then. Then I have CHinese, oh joy! I gotta present a dialogue. Damnit! Well I'm out I think cuz I don't want anyone coming up in hurr and reading this on me. YEah
*i wasn't born with enough midde fingerssssssssss!!!!!*
I LOVE MANSON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

CUBS LOST!!!
okay, where is everyone? Kitty can't be posting 3 times in a row. Lana is sitting right next to me. She's supposed to be in English right now but she has a lot of work to do, so she figured she should skip her class to work on it all. So i am posting for her because she is too busy.....and plus i have nothing better to do. She's currently working on her artist statement for her art project due tomorrow. I already did mine last week when one was due for our other project. So i got no points for the statement for that project since you can't turn it in late, but at least i got the artist statement out of the way for next time. Lana has an English paper due a history paper due, a music test, test corrections for astronomy, an outlined chapter for astronomy and a japanese homework assignment due.....what was Lana doing last night......? well at least she's not a hoe like crystal and actually came to school. .....By the way, Kitty failed her Biology Test. She got 19 wrong out of 40 :'( Today is the anime club meeting but I don't know if i want to go. I may stay for a while, just to see what goes on, but then leave earlier. I have tutoring tonight anyway and Negwes is supposed to tell me whether or not he got the tickets to the homcoming dance or not. Anypoo, I'll talk to ya'll later and hope that somebody else has posted...............knotzie (peace)

Whattup, dawgs! This is ghetto kittay. Yup, i got the rocawear outfit and everything. it's actually a lot of fun. oh crap, i just noticed the time, and the bell is about to ring for 8th period: Yearbook. I can't believe I got a B in that class and she said i had poor originality/creativity. That hurts me right there!!!! but I'm gonna talk to her about it....I'll post more later aight, peace out.

Hey, I am also in lunch writing on this blog, although it's not my lunch hour , Jedi sensei just doesn't need any of my assistance......She thinks that she can do everything herself, doesn't she, doesn't she!!! (oh yeah, Kastle, you have my permission to kill anyone in ur vacinity.....;) ANypoo, I'm doing some research on Gacktypoo, my husband, but I have to share with you all about my wonderful weekend. I had lots of fun at the dance, and Honkey's moves were the talk of the town. lol. After we gave Rudolfo a ride home ;) I came home and Naughty was talking about how she was dancing. Oh Honkey! Well, on Sunday, I thought I was going to spend the entire time at home on the internet but then these two random guys (okay, not totally random, i met one of them once) called me up to ask if i would meet up with them and some other people to the movies. The other people included more guys and only one other girl, but she brought her friend who, if i may add, was extremely hotttttttttttttt! okay.........so after the movie, we went to this cafe place and then i went home. On Monday, i planned on doing my homework before my dad called me up and dropped my brother off at my house so we hung out, played some basketball and what-not. Then my dad picked us up and took us to lunch. then FINALLY after that I got online and attempted to do my homework, before a buttload of ppl IMed me, but i eventually got some stuff done, before logging off, taking a shower and getting ready for school the next day.......peace

Am bored out of my mind!!!! I'm actually sitting in the library during lunch. Only losers do that! Well I couldn't find the short ho, so I went to take my make-up bio test...then I ate my hearty meal of strawberry yougurt. mmm...yummers! lets see, now I'm only typing to kill time, seeing as I might possibly end up killing someone out of sheer boredom. hmmm... that might be tooo messy...don't want to have to fill out paper work...maybe I'll just smack will's head, seeing as it is behind me and it would be loads of fun. Why does this school suck? must continue typing...must kill time...why hasn't the bell rung...oh God why?...someone help me...now typing inane dribble...wow that's a crapload of ....let's...see...how...many...dots...I...c.a.n...a.d.d...OH THANK GOD THE BELL RANG!!!

Bend Ova to tha Front, Touch Ya Toes....
Yes.
Hi everyone! Yep, I should really update more. This blog is not dead!! Damn it! Marilyn Manson concert on Friday. Can you say HELL MUTHAFUCKIN' YEA?! Yeah thats right, sayyyyyyy it!
All in all, this weekend was pretty good. I'm going to start posting more often adn in more detail. Mwahahahah! But I'll be busy working on my art portfolio! mWahahahahhhhhhhhhhh....and I hate having so much Chinese homework.....what the hell!!!!!!!!!
*shut the fuck up, speak when you're spoken to, you my bitch now do what you're told to, get down, lick my boot, and thank me*

My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.


How Old is Your Inner Child?
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Raindrops and Roses and whiskers on...oh that's all I can write, due to those damn copyright laws!!!!
lol, I don't know why, but while I was waiting for the blog to load that song popped into my head. Well today has been an utterly uneventful day. I woke up at 8:45 am and was all like "SCREW THIS" I am not waking up this damn early on a day off! So I went back to bed and woke up around hmmm....noonish. Yes I woke up to the lovely sound of an empty house and the wind come in through the window. It was quite lovely. then I went each brunch...hell it was lunch, but whatever. Then fed the pooch did some house work and watched "Chocolat" Oh Johnny Depp you gorgeous bastard. then I took a nice long relaxing shower...I never get to take long showers, I'm always rushing in the morning. Let's see....after that I went upstairs and watched woman on top, and no it isn't a porno, all you dirty minded people! it's a comedy with penelope cruz, some hot guy I have never heard of and some guy that used to be on that show, caroline in the city. It's a good movie. Best character in it is the drag queen named monica. Hmmm...lets see well, I guess I'm prolly the only person who is going to post on this blog tonite. I'm going to post everyday no matter what...or at the very least every other day...well I don't know who even reads this, other than us, but hey, what ever...I think I should work on some homework, but I think I'll check my email.

Bonne Nuit, enfants! (add french accent)

~Jeannette~ (I going with the french theme)

lol, just wanted to add that megan's butt was in people's crotches a whoooooooooooole lot!

This blog is not dead!!!!
Hi guys, wow, I know I haven't posted in a while, but it's cuz I've been tooo lazy to go online! Well last nite was homecoming, and let me just say GOOD LAWD WAS THERE A LOT OF JUKING!!! man and plenty of juke trains that were very much fun to be a part of. I got there late (as usual) and cut in line to where honkey, jenny, arty and kitty were at...we got in and then I went to the lunch room, where all the peeps were chilling. well the music was going and I danced for a while with latrice kitty and andy, then I danced with dani and then edi and then all the juke trains started and it was great! Everyone looked really good yesterday! well that'll be all for now, I'm going to go do my laundry and such...

Peace out ~KASTLE~

Return of tha Honkey
Hey ya'll. How you livin'? Don't answer that. OK? That either. I haven't posted in awhile. Damn! I was really busy this past week, and wasn;t online at all. Now I am, and now I'm posting. I just got back from the homecoming dance and it was fun. I hooched it up all night. It's always fun to ram your ass into other people's crotches. Good times. It was fun though. I stopped and wiggled wit it. No school Monday! That makes me happy. I'm tired as hell and my feet are killing me. I'm gonna go now. I'll post a long one tomorrow. Promise!
*war, slavery, exploitation, the common faces of the western nation*

Don't Start No Stuff, Won't Be No Stuff
Ain't that the truth...or maybe tha truth.
I haven't been posting much lately, I've been sick and tired. I'm getting better, though. So maybe there will be more posts from me. School has been going ok. Except Chinese. I used to love that class, now I can't handle it. I really want Ms. Lu to come back. I was choking and Sabrina is there telling me to write. Hello I'm fuckin' choking, can't you see the tears welling up in my eyes? I don't know what to do. What if Ms. Lu doesn't come back for awhile? I'll go crazy.
This weekend I hung out wif my peeps. It was nice to do something besides homework or babysitting. We watched this freaky movie called Willard. Yesterday we ate at Taco Bell. That was one high class dining experience. Damn David for pouring sugar in my pop. Inette cut a patch of his hair off, I thought that was funny. Today I cleaned my room for about 5 hours. Yep, it was derty. Mmmmm hmmm. derty. derty. Nah it wasn't that bad, I just organized stuff. Fa sho.
That's all I can think of. Oh by the way, does anyone know where I can get a strobe light for cheap?!!
*i am fueled by filth n fury*

In school suspension blows!
Hi all, well yes today I had in school suspension and it was stupid. It was a little fun, cuz I was pretty much chilling all day and I was talking to latrice and laughing my head off. The day started with me arriving at school and being told to make my way to the recital hall. I got there and thought that I might not have anyone to talk to, but at that moment a ray of sunshine walked in the room, lol, Latrice(lattress the way I like to pronounce it) aw man we talked the whole time and never got yelled at and we sat in the freaking front, it was tooo hysterical. Thenjust to kill it, sabrina comes in and says I have to do a dialouge bymyself and that I had to still take the test today. also ms. estrada didn't feed us till after sicth which was crap! well anywho! I'll say more later, my hands are cold.

~KASTLE~

HELLLOOOOOOOOOOOO MY CHICKADEES!!!!!
Wow, I've missed posting, I'm soooo sorry that I don't post often enough, but here is a nice long post to make up for that. Let me start by asking how you all are, well how are all of you? Okay? well that's fine, I'm doing okay as well. Okay I shall start at the beginning and when I come to the end stop

first off, school is going fairly well, except I had to drop my beloved drawing and painting class, for biology. Tomorrow I have in school, for babysitting jew kids and not serving a detention on saturday.
Gallery class has been sucking cuz one of our teachers, mr. wettington has not been there for while and we've been stuck with juicy.(ms. jurcys) she's a jerk. well anyhooch, I started a drawing and painting class today and guess what happy surprise was there! This really cute guy, I refer to as FAC (Fine ass Cracker) was the model for our class!!! ooooohh goood times.
today was great, I finished stretching my canvass, and I gessoed my canvass as well. Girls chorus was fun today and then we went after school to ricco bene's he he he, it wasgreat, cuz me megan melissa and xiao pu worked on our dialouge for chinese class and it is hysterical!!! well that's all for today,
oh one more thing, I saw bobo on our way home from gallery, oh man did I have the biggest crush on him last year!

~KASTLE~

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To be honest, I actually found this kinda frightening......

Hmmmm, let's see if Lana's posts today. If she doesn't then she owes me 5 bucks. I say we need a major plan. I know that we are not going to have Ms. Lu as our teacher back (for those of us who take japanese-except for maybe level two or three (stupid bastards)) so we need to find ways to fuck with the chinese and japanese teachers until lu sensei gets back or even longer with jedi sensei since she is the head of the department so she'll still be here (oh, pooey). I know we've been doing some minor stuff here and there, but you know, i just think we need to step it up another level. I mean, we're the ones who been here over 3 years, so we need to take a stand. What's with this "Ms. Kimmel's Japanese class" heading that she puts on all her handouts. She needs to get her big. i cross it out, everytime she gives us a paper with that stupid heading. This ain't her class this is our class, not your class, our class. Say it with me now, you stupid jedi sensei! OUR CLASS!! okay, well seeing as I got a little carried away I think I will wrap up the post before i get a blood clot in my brain or something. ::wrap, wrap::............peace
*please cry.......just a little*

I'm Dying, I Hope You're Dying Too
More wishful thinking!
I am aware that I haven't posted in a week. Last week was long and very busy, so I'll briefly go over it. Last Tuesday I picked up the newly released KMFDM cd...WWIII, along with another excellent cd. The new cd kicks ass. Then I watched Jenny, Archie, and Marcelli bowl. I bet I coulda beat them. But I didn't play. Thursday I went to Ricobene's with Kastle, Xiao Pu (Ashley Prentice), and Edi. Then went to Gallery. Friday I went to Lane Tech to see Jessica. I hadn't seen her in over three years. It was good to see her again. I met some of her friends, and we later managed to fit 7 people into a small 4 seat car. Then she slept over. That was cool. We didn't go out anywhere after we got to my house. It was raining and freezing. Saturday I babysat again. Sunday I came home from my aunt's house. I wrote a paper, did mah hair and nails, and who knows what else. Yesterday I took my senior yearbook pictures. And I didn't wear anything tacky or ghetto. I didn't act like that either. Wooo. I need a sticker. Today was crappy. I'm sick again. But the day was filled with art, which is always good. Oh on the way home, this guy kept hitting on me and trying to get my number. I insisted I had a boyfriend. Luckily Melissa was on the ball w/ that and helped me out. He still kept trying to get my number. He seemed nice and all, but I don't want anymore random bus people calling me. Unless they look like my drawing. YES, THE DRAWING IN MY FRUITY PINK HELLO KITTY WALLET. Well, not exactly, I drew that crappy. I hope ya'll enjoyed this long ass paragraph. Maybe I should begin a new one.
Ahh here it is. The new paragraph. Will it be better than the first paragraph? The first paragraph was pretty shitty, and this may be too. I don't even know what I'm going to write in this post. So, I'm trying to think and stall you all.
Shit. I need another paragraph. Manson is less than 3 weeks away. Wooo I feel good! Then KMFDM is less than a month away! Ohhhh shit. That's gonna rock. And/or roll. Oh lorday, my parents are shouting at the tv. I guess the Cubs are winning. Too bad I don't care.
Mmmm another paragraph! I see the time is currently 9:04. Maybe I should go to bed now. Yep, I'm 17 and I attract older ghetto males from the bus and I go to bed at 9. I live in the fast lane. Oh shit speaking of older ghetto males, I got another story, but I'll save that for my next post. Goodnight children. "I'm not skinny, but she's fat." Yep, that was a Yuritzaism. I should give her the URL to this piece of shit. Just thought I'd throw it in there for ya.
*WWIII be all that you can be*

Hey, wow, a little lonely tonight on this blog. i just wanted to say that it has been an okay day for tha kitty. We had yearbook pictures and everybody was commenting on how i was scandelous. Um, did u get a look at anyone else who was taking pictures? It kinda feels like it's already the end of the week, but it was only Monday today. It's okay though. These first two days past by really quick. It's Wednesday that is hard to get by. After that, I'm A okay with the rest of the week......So I went to the football game this last saturday and i have to say that it wasn't too entertaining. I brought along my friend Saphire, which now I'm sorry I did because I made her sit through that boring crap. We got there when the game just started. I was there on strictly business: I had to take pictures for Yearbook. After I got a bunch of pictures, I really couldn't take it much longer. I left a little before half time and they were trailing 9-26. As I was leaving, I ran into my best friend and I'd say we had a little friendly encounter. When I got home, my dad picked me up and I went over to his house. I went to my bro's soccer game on Sunday and he scored a goal. It was the best goal ever. It was like from mid-field and it just flew up and right into the net. And it was kicked so hard that it flew out the other side of the goal net. I thought it was a great shot. It was kinda cold that day but I still enjoyed the game. His next game is going to be at Hanson Park, so it's gonna be in town. I am going to that game as well after my hair appointment at 10:15am to get some red highlights in my hair. Whoo-hooo!! Alrighty well i better get back to doing my biology homework because i am working on it with Flor and she would kick my butt if she knew i was here instead of doing my work, lol...(can't wait for ms. lu to come back- i so hate jedi sensei)...................peace

OH yeah and a big ups to J MAN who signed our guestbook!!!! Keep it real, homie!............peace

whattup, so it seems that this blogger is now down to 3 of us. Honkey writes the most often and then there's Kastle and I.....meh....So i'm trying to find someone to go to the football game on Saturday with me. I asked already two people and they both said the same thing: "I'll see"..... Tonight at tutoring, I heard, we aren't going to be doing homework but instead having a pow-wow where we get school supplies and stuff. Sounds good to me although i don't really need any right now. Maybe some index cards, but I don't think we need to take a whole day off of tutoring for some school supplies. Hey what am complaining for!? A time where I don't have to do my homework. I shouldn't be complaining. but i do have a lot of stuff to do. Anyway, my sis has to use the phone so I better get off before she beats the crap outta me. (it's just those kinda times..) anypoo, I'll see ya'll tomorrow (hopefully when you go to the Physics and Astronomy Club Meeting!....peace

Ohhhhhh Hell Noooo!
Shit I'm not even gonna go there. Yep I saw Ms. Lu today too. I was so happy to see her. She said she was coming back next week, that's pretty soon. Oh do you call your teacher Jedi sensei cuz she looks like Yoda? I'm just guessing.
Today wasn't too great. It didn't get off on a good start. But of course Gallery made things better. Everyone there is so nice and cool. I wish our school was like that. Ms. Marchiafava was absent and Ms. Devers subbed. Man she cracks me up. ALways playin' Spades. Sad to report, but I didn't join in. My chums and I had a "delightful" conversation, and by "delightful" I mean angry and hostile. Haha. By the way, I updated my website the other day. So there's some new stuff. Sign the guestbook and ask questions.
Woooo the new KMFDM cd, WWIII comes out tomorrow. I finna get it. And if I have extra money I'll prolly get like Darkest Hour or 18 Visions. Yummy.
I think I best get to bed. SO I wake up on time tomorrow. Hollah back Youngin'. And damn Selena for not grabbing the Almighty Ass of Esty.
*naming us no good you are the social enemies*

oh peach cobbler.....I was very happy when I found out that Lu sensei was at the school today but then very sad when I found out that she will not be teaching our Japanese class. Yes, these are the days when u wish u took Chinese....or any other language that Jedi Sensei isn't teaching. Well, anypoo, i think i was supposed to meet crystal by her locker but here I am at the computer. I may write more when I get home or I may not............peace

DAS ALTE LEID
Hey Everyone. Kastle, I am already insane, and many would agree. Kitty, I just ate some peach cobbler. Hahaha...
This weekend was alright. Friday I hung out at Yanina's. Jenny and Malissa were there too. Then Tina and Marta (sunshine!!!!!!) came. It was fun. It was Yanina's mom's bday and I ate lotsa taquito type things. Malissa stole hair dye from Sally's. That was pretty funny. Saturday I went to my Aunt and Uncle's house. Then they left and I watched my cousin, Nicholas until this afternoon. He was actually really good. And we watched movies and colored. I gave him chocolate and Pepsi at night. Surprisingly, he went to bed when I told him too. I guess chocolate and Pepsi isn't too bad then. Their cat slept on me. That was kinda random, I woke up in the middle of the nite and noticed a cat on my stomach. I like that cat, it's my age. Then today they came back home. Then we went to Target. I love Target. Good times. Then my aunt dropped me off at home. I watched Blazing Saddles, did homework, and started on my nails. Got two more coats to go. Awww shit. Wow I really dragged out my weekend. Yeah, I'm good for the detail.
Well tomorrow is Monday. Actually my stomach is starting to hurt, from anxiety. I really hate that. I used to get it all the time. But not so much anymore. I guess I hope tomorrow will go well. Well shit, I hope the rest of the week goes well. I don't want to deal with anyone's bullshit. I wish I could just throw my hands up in the air and go, "Hey fuck you!" and walk away happy. That'd be great. But then everyone would be able to play the "Megan is a bitch" card. I want to keep that card in the deck...so...
Well I need to get things ready for tomorrow and get ready for bed. So goodnight and sweet dreams children. Much Honkey Luv!
*freakin' me out you wear a mask called counterfeit, freakin' me out you wear a mask, freakin' me out you are a fake*

HOW TO KEEP A HEALTHY LEVEL OF INSANITY

~ As often as possible, skip rather than walk.
~ Specify that your drive-through order is "to go."
~ Sing along at the opera.
~ Go to a poetry recital and ask why the poems don't rhyme.
~ Send e-mail to the rest of the company to tell them what you're doing. For example: If anyone needs me, I'll be in the bathroom.
~ Put mosquito netting around your cubicle.
~ Call the psychic hotline and just say, "Guess."
~ When the money comes out of the ATM, scream, "I won! I won! Third time this week!!!"
~ When leaving the zoo, start running toward the parking lot yelling, "Run for your lives, they're loose!"
~ Tell your boss, "It's not the voices in my head that bother me, it's the voices in your head that do"
~ Tell your children over dinner, "Due to the economy, we are going to have to let one of you go."
~ Every time you see a broom, yell, "Honey, your mother is here"
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I started out with nothing, and I still have most of it.
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"It ain't worth it, kids."
Hey, so i am so contemplating whether i still want to change my seminars since i am making progress with what's his face....nah, who cares. There were some good times. I was kickin' butt in ping-pong today. I think this one dude let me win but it's all good. I won't be going to that class anymore :( And swing either. And i was having much fun today, even though it was hotter than a mofo up in that basement. I guess i could always take it next semester. and certain ppl won't be in it. i don't want to name any names ::cough::PJ::cough::..... I didn't really finish my biology homework, but i mean, it's supposed to be a group project so i don't want to find myself doing all the work here. Salty Walty and Flor! Today's Day was pretty eventful, but to sum it all up I will say that I woke up early early, went to the beach to see the sunrise and pray (fall soltise (sp) is nearing), went to school, had mucho fun in seminars, went to Jai's chinese restaurant, went to H&M's, then went to Water Tower Place and uhh...eventually got banned from one of the stores, i guess. and then went to Jonny Rockets or something like that for a pick-me-up shake and then headed on home. When i got home, i got ready to go to tutoring at the Indian Center and here I am. I worked on my homework for a little while, since i did kick this kid off the computer i figured i'd actually use it to do my homework for a little while. But then i got side-tracked by Gackt and Miyavi and this blog. But anypoo, we are going to be cleaning up to get on outta here soon so i will wrap this post up. ::wrap, wrap::.....peace

Hey, so i am so contemplating whether i still want to change my seminars since i am making progress with what's his face....nah, who cares. There were some good times. I was kickin' butt in ping-pong today. I think this one dude let me win but it's all good. I won't be going to that class anymore :( And swing either. And i was having much fun today, even though it was hotter than a mofo up in that basement. I guess i could always take it next semester. and certain ppl won't be in it. i don't want to name any names ::cough::PJ::cough::..... I didn't really finish my biology homework, but i mean, it's supposed to be a group project so i don't want to find myself doing all the work here. Salty Walty and Flor! Today's Day was pretty eventful, but to sum it all up I will say that I woke up early early, went to the beach to see the sunrise and pray (fall soltise (sp) is nearing), went to school, had mucho fun in seminars, went to Jai's chinese restaurant, went to H&M's, then went to Water Tower Place and uhh...eventually got banned from one of the stores, i guess. and then went to Jonny Rockets or something like that for a pick-me-up shake and then headed on home. When i got home, i got ready to go to tutoring at the Indian Center and here I am. I worked on my homework for a little while, since i did kick this kid off the computer i figured i'd actually use it to do my homework for a little while. But then i got side-tracked by Gackt and Miyavi and this blog. But anypoo, we are going to be cleaning up to get on outta here soon so i will wrap this post up. ::wrap, wrap::.....peace

Rollin' Down Tha Street...
Sippin' on strawberry milk. Tupuc lives...in our hearts. By the way, I know I parodied a Snoop Dogg joint, but while I was thinking about drinking the strawberry milk, some guy was blasting Tupac in his car. Me and Melissa looked at each other. Why am I talking about this? I don't know...
I haven't posted in awhile. I've been lazy, but I'll try not to be anymore. Last week I was so happy. This week I guess I'm ok. The politics of school have dragged down my mood. And it's only the third week. I don't know how to describe my feelings about this. Not angry, not exactly upset....maybe disappointed? But then again I don't expect much of anyone. So maybe people being two-faced should be something that I know will be there? Shit I don't know anymore. What I do know is I want to be happy. I like that feeling. When I felt it last week I thought to myself, I like this feeling. So I'm not going to let others bring me down. Yes, this is uplifting. Up, up, and away.
As for this weekend, I'm staying at my aunt and uncle's house and watching my cousin while they're gone. I know I'm gonna be exhausted. I'll already be tired from school, and then I gotta watch him for the weekend. I don't mind though. He's a cutie. I know he's gonna be smart when he gets older. He's 5 now. Awww so cute. I love little kids. Yep, you may be surprised, but I'm good with children. But when I'm not around sweet little children- bam! goes out the window. And I return to my classy self. Don't you ever forget, I put the ASS in CLASS Ain't no denying that one. Shit I'm tired. And I finna go eat dinner now. Shooot I got chuleta. White people style ya'll.
* I HATE WHAT I HAVE BECOME TO ESCAPE WHAT I HATED BEING!!!!!!*

Hey guys, i am at Injin tutoring right now. Loads of fun. there are all these new rules and all that are going to make the program better and all for all the kids. Yup, that includes me. Hey, lana if you want to still come to it every once and a while i will bring you a form thingy that you have to sign. it's like a contract for you soul, nothing much. There;s also drum practice once a week (girls can't do that but we could learn the songs to sing) and in a while we are going to start working on our regalias. Yeah, that's right lana. i know you want to make your own dance outfit, you better get yo tush over here. Anypoo, i am supposed to be working on my paper that is due tomorrow for English so I will have to get going back to that now. Yes, school, it's a kink in the neck. But it will flash by me and then i will be sad to say good-bye to my friends. Oh yeah, I read my poem to the yearbook class and everyone loved it. They were clapping and everything and I felt so loved. Yes, loved. Anypoo, i was supposed to get back to my paper before i got distracted.......peace

Ooh ooh ooh what a little moonlight can do!!
That is the song that I sang for an audition, the only problem that I have is that the stupid burner burned it weird! So it skips three times in the beginning. I am listening to myself sing right now and I think I did fairly well, but I'm not trying to be vain at all. Anywho I hope I can compete and I hope to kick some a**! He he he, I really need to get a biology class or I will not be '04 and that SCARES THE FREAKING CRAP OUT OF ME!!!!!! Well I'll go do homework now.
SMOOCHIES!~ KASTLE

Big Ups to All My Bitches
I'm tired, so I'll post tomorrow. MMMmmmmmkay? Yeah ya know, tomorrow. Yeah, tomorrow.
*i want it to go well for you, start over and do it right this time for me. open the eyes, look at this wall and notice the one that borrows and steals. i do this to myself*

Gackt and Mana
Hey peeps. Today was aight. i thought it was pretty productive. Even though lana came over to my house after school so that we could work on our art project but ended up calling miss lu and talking to her forever begging her to come back and telling her all the happy memories we had with her. Then Baggins made me go to the park with her (yes, made me) so lana and i went to the park to go see my neighbor who i haven't seen in a while because he went to the marines (yes, marines). we basically talked about how we are going to get ms lu to teach our class again (yes, once again, like the good 'ol days). Then my friend said that he knew two ppl that went to my school and i wanted to see who he was talking about so we went over to his house and it ended up being sarah rice (yes, sarah rice) and amanda mojica. ahhh....fun stuff. Anyway, seminars tomorrow. I have table tennis with mr cook and lindy hop with mr carnate in the basement of St. Joseph's. pretty creepy...aight peace out

Til All Dees Bitches Crawl...
To tha windows.....to tha walls.......
OK That's enough already. Today was fun and good. I was HAPPY today. I was in such a good mood. It was weird, but highly enjoyable.
Hey Latrice, what junior is it? I wanna knooooooow!
I'm waiting for my pizza I ordered online to get here...so smell ya later.... Tah Tha!
*babble babble bitch bitch rebel rebel party party sex sex sex and don;t forget the violenceeee*
OHHHHHH SWEET VIOLENCE!!!!!!!! CABLE TV!!!!!!!!!!

wtf, my computer is doing that thing again....anywho let me start where i left off......."ah, my first day of Teacher's Aiding Faku sensei went aight. there wasn't much for me to do, so i just sat there and talked to Jesse and Nick. Faku sensei taught the stupid bakajins of japanese 3 while i took over level 2. all they had was a worksheet so i continued to talk and eat my lunch. didn't look once at ppl who make me angry or else they would have made me......angry. I left after the first bell rang so i didn't have to stay in that mutha for a whole double period (thank god!) meh, i guess it's better than team sports and i DO want to do this when i get older....Yearbook was the best today, that class is gonna kick major butt, cuz we don't do shit basically. Anyway, i know i took a kitty nap when i came home but i am tired again. all my allergies are taking a lot out of me i guess. and besides i have a big day tomorrow. i have all my hard classes on wednesdays. My mom is still not home and i am supposed to ask her if i can ditch school to go to a cubs game with latrice....boo on her......peace, guys

Gackt and Mana.....
Oh ye

gackt and mana, gackt and mana...............

Damn I can play baseball now
I went back to the doctor today. He gave me more prescriptions. I got more antibiotics to take twice a day, every day for a week. Then I got steroids. Yep, I can be like Sammy Sosa. Haha. I take 6 the first day, 5 the second day, 4 the third day, and so on. The package says take it right when you get it, even if it's late in the day, just take all 6. Sorry but I'm not going to eat dinner (have to eat before you take them) and then take 6 steroids, then another antibiotic pill. I'm gonna start that thing tomorrow. It comes in a plastic case, looks like birth control. I still gotta use the inhaler too.
Wow, I just typed a whole paragraph on my pills. It's just so many pills. In other news, today was uneventful. I had drawing and painting for 96 mins, then music for 48, then lunch, then I was TA for 96 minutes. I made labels and talked to Ms. Thum. She told me about pixies and gnomes. Then I went to Gallery. Oooh I like someone. Isn;t that amazing. I'm not gonna jinx anything....
Oh yeah, I humped Borty today He's prolly reading this, so I thought it'd be funny if he read it and saw that. But I really did.
That's all for now. It's hot in hurr. Nite!
*tonight we murderrrr!!!!!!!!!!*

Hey, I am in my "Study period" right now. I am supposed to be Teacher's Aiding ms. Kimmel but I have decided to ditch the first day and browse the web. I'm in the library checking out some sites. I'm not really looking forward to this whole teacher's aiding thing. i hope it works out okay. Salty Walty is back in our regular nihongo class so he won't be in the 4th period class anymore and i just remembered who else has it 4th (Bill). but yes, i am seeing if i could apply online to University of San Francisco. I guess first, i have to remember how to spell San Francisco. Aight, well i am gonna see if i could sneak eating my lunch. peace out peeps. ohyeah, adn Latrice!! I'm coming to join you 8th period with Ms. Marchiafava in Yearbook!! what, what!

Happy Sunday to you all
Well today was a very fun day. It was an early morning cuz I had to go pick up mesha in bufu ville...so I was speeding down Grand and I almost went through a red light. Lol, so we picked her up and we went to church. I got dressed to dance, and we went downstairs to have a nice little breakfast. At some poin during that time I lost my keys(luckily someone found them in the bathroom) and then I left mesha in the "care" of my sister "Liv". So then the worship started and I think mesha enjoyed herself. We then went downstairs for the youth service. She was all nervous about it but she calmed down and stuff then after service a couple of guys hit on her...he hehe. We then went out to go see Dickie Roberts with my friend Ricky. That movie was awesome...he he he oh child stars. Then ricky drove us around for a bit...that got boring so we went to my house. YES THAT'S RIGHT, Melissa was INSIDE my house! lol no one has ever been to my house during high school. He he he, well we went to my room she rummaged through my crap and found my class ring. Lol, I have to look for her watch...crap crap crap...anyway I made some strawberry milkshakes and then we watched CHICAGO. After singing along for most of it I then drove her home. Today was a most enjoyable day. she's coming again with me next week.

~KASTLE~

Smack My Bitch Up
Yep, listening to Prodigy now. I haven't posted in awhile. I've been pretty sick. I had a throat infection, and I might have asthma. I have to go back to the doctor Tuesday and see how things are. I'm feeling better though. Much better.
Yesterday I went to Malissa's party. That was pretty fun, and full of Faygo goodness. "Send yo momma straight up to tha sto', tell dat bitch to bring home a Faygo" I just had a Riddlebox moment. Today I went to the mall with Jenny and bought some pants. Mmmmm pants. I like pants.
In other news, I found out Manson tickets are gonna cost me $35 and they went on sale yesterday. So this weekend I'm buying my ticket. Though I know I already won't have enough. And that cancels my plan to go to the Plea for Peace tour on Friday and Dead to Fall on Saturday. But it's Manson. SO if anyone would like to contribute to the Help a Honkey Mansonite Out Foundation please email me marilyns_spookykid2001@yahoo.com or hand me money at school. Appreciate it mmmmmkay.
Oh and this random white guy has called me twice. I just found out his name, its Billy. It's weird to have someone call you and not know their name. Good thing my mom asked who it was last nite when I wasn't home. Otherwise that would still be an unsolved mystery.
By the way, those Gackt Pants are disturbing. But I did take the quiz and ended up with the cargo pants. Phresh.
*serial thrilla serious killa*

La La Funtime--I'm Gackt's Average Cargos!

I'm a casual staple, and although Gackt is rarely
seen going the least bit casual, I'd say that
it makes it even funnier to see him wearing me.
(PS. My pockets are full of condoms.)


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Hey, guys. I figured I'd make another attempt at posting a blog. My last attempt (talking about my first day at school) was super long and interesting but the thing never published. I was very upset indeed. Well, i'll try to catch you all up and what went down. First day of school basically sucked. I had two lunch periods (made the same mistake that Megan did (and lana)), realized that i made the biggest fucking mistake at picking pre-calc. although if i get stuck in it, i don't think i would die, i would at least be hanging on to my life by an inch. there's all these annoying juniors that i hate in that class and all the seniors are the bad kids ('cept for Dave Sorrell) that you don't want to sit next to or they'll drag u down with them, realized exactly how much i miss ms. Lu (there are no words to express how much,) i got the toughest biology teacher: ms. havlik (really nice teacher, but good lorday she gives a shit load of homework), and i guess the rest was okay. new english teacher seems cool, have art with lana and lunch is super late with lana and crystal (6th), broke up with Buffalo Bill....more recently...Mr. Cook still doesn't remember my name after 3 years....which is why i am dropping that class to Teacher's Aid ms. kimmel. I am hoping that all my butt kissing will help her to loosen up a bit and then we can go back to our old class. (it will never be the same), salty walty has chorus (and needs music to graduate) and ian can't have a 7th pd because he has gallery class, so it's even more depressing cuz they can't be in our jap. class (Black Coffee is in Jap 3). but i would be happy if at least ms. lu would come back just to our japanese class. forget the rest. they don't appreciate her as much as we do. WE WUV U MISS LU!! PLEASE COME BACK!!! BUT I WIPE MY OWN ASS...I WIPE MY OWN ASS!!! don't worry i think i'm done now.........peace

Hey Kiddies!!!!
Well, another day, more classes. Today was the second day of Gallery and it was fun, except a little uncomfortable, cuz I had a skirt on and I left my comfy pants at home! Darn it! Well anywho, as anyone who was at school today would know melissa busted her crap and I spent most of the day as human crutch. I really like my gall class. I hope we start working on fun projects and stuff soon, I luv projects, I'm weird like that I guess. I'm at church right now and my head hurts, but other than that I'm fine. By the by I would like to send a happy birthday shout out to my buddy JESSENIA!! Happy 18th Birthday! Well, that's all for now, but I'll write later.

~KASTLE~

WHY ARE THE LETTERS SOOO SMALL?

Happy Wednesday, also known as hump day.
Well, we're two days into this school year and tomorrow we start at Gallery. He hehe, what a two days they have been...soo "exciting" *cough cough anywho, so my Schedule was messed up and I had to get that fixed. I had 1. Travel Time
2. Photography
3.Lunch
4.Drawing and Painting I
5.Earth Science
6. Chinese, in chinese
7.English
8.bye bye school
so 1st period I spent it in the library cuz that wasn't a class, then I went to my other classes and they were pretty fun. um so now I had to change my english class to 2nd period, and then photo to 1st. I now have four classes with mesha cool!
well I'm bored so I'm leaving talk to you laterz
~KASTLE~

Hellooo Children
Hi everyone. You're all in school now. I'm at home. I really don't feel well. I went to the doctor yesterday and found out I have a throat infection. I got antibiotics and an inhaler. I don't think I'm using the inhaler right cuz it doesn't help much. I guess I gotta get used to it. I have to go to school tomorrow because of Gallery 37. I'm scared that if I don't show up they might think I don't want the class and drop me.
Ok, let me go over my first day of school. I ended up going to lunch 3 times in a row. I thought I had third period lunch (which most of my friends have) split with fifth period music. But it was the other way around. I went to Mr. Weaver 5th period and he told me I was supposed to be there 3rd period and showed me the roster. Damn I felt stupid. So I had to go to lunch again, because that was my real lunch period. I also had 4th period study, so I went to lunch then also. My 1st period drawing and painting class was ok. I actually think I'm supposed to be in drawing and painting 2, cuz I already have credit for a drawing and painting class. So I;m going to see if I can get my 4th period study changed to drawing and painting 2. Then I had 2nd period english. That was boring already. I have Kim in my class though. That's always a delightful treat. Then 3 periods of lunch. Then I went to Chinese. We have the lady Sabrina as a sub til Ms. Lu comes back. Sabrina is nice and we played games to memorize each other's Chinese names. Good times. Then I went home cuz my day was finished. I'm not even sure what classes I was supposed to have today. Ms. Marchiafava gave us homework and said it was due tomorrow (today) but I thought we didn;t have english today. So today I have to draw something and define Greek vocab words. Well I think I'll try to start now. Tah tah!
*doll dagga buzz buzz ziggity zag got my grotesque burlesque drag*

Head Like a Hole

Mmmm gurl you got yo nails did....shooooot. Go on wit yo badself. Hi everyone. I'm kinda bored now. And hungry. I'm feeling a bit better today. My fever went away, which is good. Eww I was coughing so hard I just threw up. That's probably more than you needed to know. But now you know. I laid in bed today again. I hope I'm better tomorrow. Tomorrow my family is going to my stepdad's dad's house. I'm not going. I usually don't. I really don't like going. So I'll just have the house to myself tomorrow. I like having the house to myself, doesn't happen often though. I think I'm going to have some tea now. Too bad I don't have crumpets. Cheerio!
*don't take it away from me, i need someone to hold on to*