Is anyone going to see Harry Potter on Wednesday?! I am!
I should have read the book over again but i barely have time for those things anymore. I WILL be making time to read the final book however.
In other news, I bought a new cellphone on Sunday. It's nice. WAY nicer than my last phone. I didn't care that I was ridiculed by little kids and by my peers at the sight of my phone...but then the keypad started going out and it annoyed the crap outta me. I'm glad this was finally done. It was a necessary purchase. My purchase of Mobile Phone Tools, a cool ringtone and easy edge however, was not.

I found a cat today. On the way back from the park, I saw it lounging there in someone's front garden. "hey, what are you doing outside" "MEW MEW MEW" It cried. "Where is your home?" "MEW MEW MEW" some more. Sometimes, I hate my weakness of love for cats. So, i picked him up and pet him. (I'm supposed to be at work.) I looked around and all I saw were some gang bangin' lookin' guys who were yelling at each other. Just then the cat started wriggling so i put him down. I hesitated about 2 or 3...ok, maybe 8 times before continuing on my way. Goodluck to my new cat friend.

i would like to secound the crocs hating. they are so ugly!! and i can not imagine having your hot bare foot on rubber all day can be comfortable. and now they have little ugly charms to further uglify them with. i mean dont get me wrong i appreciate the wounderfulness in some ugly things. like thrift store luggage or besty johnson handbags or those lovely floral print dresses all grandmothers wear. but crocs is not on that list they are awful and disgrace cute shoes everywhere.

I also hate Crocs. those stupid plastic shoes are heinous! They should be banned for being so ugly. In other news, popeyes is getting more expensive I swear!!! Bastards!

I hate airports.

rain rain rain some more

So, how about that flood today?
I attempted to walk 4 blocks down the street to the American Indian Center. I ran two blocks, walked one and was soaking, sopping, dripping wet. It felt good but not good at the same time. I like taking showers but not with all of my clothes on in the middle of Uptown. So, i stop with one block left to go at a Walgreens hoping the rain will die down. After 15 minutes it didn't so i bought an umbrella and treked the last block to the building.
After an hour and a half, my mommy came to rescue me and we went on our way to go see a movie. you know, figh' dollah hollah at Western and Fullerton, 'cept now its six dollah hollah. it doesn't roll as good off the tongue. Anyway, we were stuck East of all of the viaducts near the train tracks on Ravenswood. We drove around for a really long time along the big, non-flooded intersections. We saw a school bus that got stuck in about 4 ft of water....there were people still on the bus. So, then we drove south down Ashland until we got to Tapatia and got some dinner. Then we made our way to Western to watch Shrek III. By the time we got out of the movie it was like 9:30 and all the water was dried up in most of the places.



Where were you during the Flood of 2007?

Reason 557 Why I hate the Suburbs


I got to come in to work today later then the time I normally come in. I was really tired and since I basically work as my sister's assistant, she let me sleep in. I woke up at noon and I went to buy her and myself lunch. It was really humid and really hot today. It was overcast and even without having seen the forecast I knew that there was an hell of a thunder storm headed our way.

When I came into the office she told me I was going to have to run some errands. I needed to go to Melrose Park and take a check to Crescent City. I also had to go make some deposits and mail out some letters. I decided to go do the farthest thing first and go to drop off the check.

There was a good amount of traffic and it took me about half an hour to get there. I turned on to the small street that the company is on, I didn't see any parking so I was going to park in front of the store right in front of the place, even though there was a sign that said no parking. As I was going to flipe a u-turn, I hit this white ford explorer. I wanted to die. The left hand front light has been smashed in. Its really upsetting. I don't have insurance, so I have to ask this man to please not fle a police report and let me have my cousin fix it. My cousin owns the welding and fencing company I work at, but for many years he used to own an auto body shop. so he's going to be fixing the car. I have to pay for it. I also have to pay for my car which sucks.

So that was today. Yesterday was pretty bad as well. I was driving down central park and I saw the body of the little girl who was shot in the cross fire of gang violence. I had never seen anything more frightening than that in my entire life. I started crying. It was so sad. I couldn't believe what I was seeing.

What a week and its only tuesday.

why hello there people! so i do not understand what is so hard about ordering a sandwich. it is not rocket science. first if you place your order with one person who makes the sandwich and then places it in the oven. it is in there for 1 min and 45 sec. not a long time. so when you step down to the next station and i am waiting to put the toppings on the first thing i ask is " what are you having today?" the average response SHOULD be " turkey wheat" or maybe " vegitarian" but no here are some common responses

1) " um ummmmmmm i dont remember ha ha ha"
so if you dont know what you ordered 1 min after you said it it probably is not a laughing matter you may want to have some things checked out you might have a brain tumor

2) " well i just told that guy down there ask him!"
now my response to this if just fuck you. irst there are already 10 peoplebehind you in line and how is that person going to remember what you had, oh thats right because you are soooooo special. if you are so affended by me asking what you were having then maybe you should go home and make yourself a turkey with swiss cheese and throw it in the microwave.

alright now i realize you are probably like ok she is going to go postal. i just needed to rant. friday robert is coming into town. i only get to see him for like 48 hours but it will be like hitting a reset button. i have the weekend off i can just relax and hang out with him. maybe next week i wont be so grumpy.
i will make a happier post next time

Hey ladies, I'm back! Hopefully for more than 5 posts. I'll update everyone later. I just want to post something I wrote yesterday right now.



Thursday night, I spent a couple hours at the wake of an old friend, Carlos. It was sad - and I felt bad. I hadn't talked to Carlos in over a year. He was one of the people I used to see at shows and we would talk on AIM alot about new bands, etc. In the past year, I stopped going to shows and haven't been online much. It was due to spending all of my time with my ex, John. Even though there were plenty of times where I just wanted to hang out with my friends, I ended up guilt tripped into spending my time with John. Now, I'm starting to go to shows again and I figured I'd see Carlos. I've been signing on to AIM more often, and figured maybe he'd talk to me about some new bands since I've been out of the loop. But now that won't happen. I hope he knew I thought he was a really cool guy. And I hope he's in a better place now.

I've lost quite a few people in my life, actually. And last night I was thinking - appreciate who you have while you have 'em. I don't think I've ever had a chance to say goodbye to anyone, but I hope they all know that I cared about them very much. Sometimes it may not seem like it, but I really appreciate a lot of the people in my life. I know I let bad shit get me down and I dwell on it - but I never forget what I have. I'm grateful for what and who I have in my life. I've had rough times with some people, but I love them very much. Yes, maybe sometimes I do come off as a cynical curmudgeon - but I have a big heart. And there's alot of peoples' names in it.

I took my dog for a walk today. It was so nice outside. I know that sounds odd, but I love this kind of weather. The breeze that whips up right before it rains and the eerie quality that there is in the air. There was no one outside and the only thing you could hear was the sound of the wind chimes on the front porch of the house at the very end of the block.It started raining and for some reason I didn't want to go inside, so I kept walking. I love the way it smells when it rains. It is the smell of wet dirt and wet grass and the added smell of the wet dog trotting along next to me. It's my thinking weather. I become even more pensive and I take the time to reflect about whats going on in my life.

Lately I've had a very strained relationship with my parents. Maybe its because of my age and the idea that they still have of me in their heads. Or maybe its because they don't want to let go and let me live and they still want to keep me as their little girl.

Sunday was father's day. I did the traditional Father's day things, bought him a gift and took him out to eat. Then we got in a fight with my mother at the restaurant and it was like any other sunday.

I used to envy other people's relationships with their mothers. As most people who know me know, my mother and I do not get along very well. I would sit and listen to my friends tell me how they were best friends with their mothers and how they could tell their mothers anything and I would think about how much I would love to be able to talk to my mom like that. Then they start telling me about their dads. How they never see them or how they don't even talk to them and I think to myself, thats not how it is with my dad.

I grew up being the epitome of a daddy's girl. My dad's nickname for me is, "mi reina" it literally means "my queen" but prolly is more along the lines of princess. Before my father started coming to church with us, I would come home and find a new movie every sunday. I was spoiled. We played basketball in the yard and occasionally soccer and sometimes a game of catch.

I wasn't that interested in sports, but for the sake of spending some time with my dad, I enjoyed it. Every year that the Chicago Bulls won the championship game I had been watching and cheering my team on with my dad. I watch the world cup soccer matches with him as well and I made sure to watch the superbowl this past february, even though the game started at midnight and didn't have the commercials that make the superbowl enjoyable. I did it, because it gave me something to be able to talk about with my dad.

My father is a man of few words. He's not a conversationalist, but he doesn't need to be. He's very good at listening and lets me ramble on about my day or about whatever new is going on in my life, all the while paying close attention and giving a few interjections here and there. While he may be a quiet man he does have a pretty good sense of humor. I like to think that that's where I get it from.

I also get my love of reading and of learning new things from my father. About a year or so ago my father started learning how to use a computer. It may sound silly to us, but we are a generation that grew up surrounded by computers. My father was raised in a small town in mexico during the late 1940's and 50's and they barely even had a television. He started out working on an old laptop that we had. He would come home from a long hard day at work and unwind, eat dinner and then go and practice his typing. Occasionally he would call me or my sister in to ask us questions and teach him the shortcuts that we know. This past Christmas we gave him a brand new laptop. I also tried to teach him how to use the internet and send me emails while I was away, but it didn't really work out. We got to take baby steps with these things.

My father isn't perfect and we have our disagreements. I also aquired his love of slamming doors when angry. He does little things that piss me off, but I know that I do too. Like I know that it pisses him off when I stay out late and don't pick up my cell phone. Things happen and you learn to live with them.

My dad and I may not have the perfect father-daughter relationship, but I think we have a pretty good one.

MOMMY IS IN TOWN!!!!
She got in on Friday night and we all met up and went to Giordano's for deep dish pizza. The rental car that she rented is the exact same car as Nicole's lol. She's in town for Mia's graduation and vacation for two weeks.
I must say that the past two weeks have been super crazy for me. The last week of class I had some papers and one final due and as soon as classes ended (and finals week began) all of my jobs (just two) wanted me to work a bajillion hours and so i ended up working 38 hours during FINALS WEEK!!! Full-time work with full-time school (during finals no less). I don't know how I survived. I didn't even break down crying like i usually do during midterms (hey, i'll admit it). We had a planting ceremony, a graduation ceremony, an awards ceremony and then had to prepare for our summer program to begin, which involved hard labor giving our whole room a make-over with new furniture....all with no A/C. Then after that was when my mom came in and wanted all of us to help prepare for my sister's graduation party and then get up at 6am the next morning for her commencement. phew.....Needless to say, i am pooped. Tonight is the first night i will have to myself before starting work tomorrow from 7:30am-8pm.

So yes, as i mentioned earlier, my sister graduated today. it was alright, slightly long but Annie and I had fun counting down the names- there were a lot. People brought those loud horns...and i know who it was too, lol. Yesterday, at my sister's awesome graduation party, i met her friend who was graduating with a degree in Sociology so she was giving me the heads up about certain teachers.On Thursday I bought two new CDs. Riot by Paramore and Punk Goes Acoustic 2....so far so kick ass. I wish they had more guitar tabs online for Paramore's CD. I like playing and singing her songs...and now I actually have time to play guitar again so i plan on doing that. I also still have to:
Study for the GRE
Learn how to drive
Get driver's license
Save money

more will be added later i'm sure. hey, guys so you should pray for me to be able to go to Hawaii the end of October....i've never been and i really want to go. i'll bring you back something. ;-)

The little highlights of my day

So I'm on my way to work and I stop for coffee at the dunkin donuts on North and Central Park. I turn into the rinky-dink parking and who should turn in after me, but a police officer. Huge surprise there. I quickly park (pretty crappily) and walk in. Inside is a huge smiling coffee cup person and a huge smiling donut person. Frightening? Slightly. Hilarious? Yes. One of the managers is taking pictures of people in line with the cup and the donut. They ask me if I would like my picture taken as well, and being the grouch that I am at 8:30 in the morning without an ounce of caffeine in my system, I said, "hell no." The police officer behind me said yes. This is the result of her agreement.

The image quality is pretty crappy, but the cop is handcuffing the donut. Chicago's finest doing their job.

Anything interesting happen to anyone else today?

Living it up....not....

I'm bored.
I Just got out of work.
I have yet to fill out my Fafsa.
What to do?

Well the obvious is to fill it out isn't it? So anywho. My house arrest is over on friday. Five bucks says that I won't be able to go out on friday to celebrate anyway. Soo upsetting. I feel as though everytime I write its to bitch and moan about how crappy my life is. It's not really that crappy, I'm just feeling a bit stifled.

YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

Is it really good? I've been looking for a new book to read maybe I'll check it out. Have you ever read the book, 101 people who are screwing up america (and al franken is #37) that book is hilarious!!! I recommend it!

p.s. i had sent dani the invite already, but I re-sent it.

Oh man, i love Erving Goffman. He calls us out on the crazy, absurd, contradicting things that we do. Read Behavior in Public Places if you want to feel like an idiot.

FINALS WEEK!!

I've got three papers to go before summer "break" begins for me. What's going on for me this summer? Well, i'll be working full time 9 out of the 11wks we have for break.... one week will be spent in Albuquerque, one being FREE in Chicago.
But just because I am working doesn't mean that I won't be having fun. My mom is coming into town this Friday with my stepdad, his mom and my lil cousin. You may remember her as Naughty. Just in case you were wondering, yes, she is still naughty.
What's the occasion? My sister has graduated from DePaul (our unplanned family tradition) and her commencement is this Sunday. Can't forget to mention her graduation party this Saturday as well.
If I can get some exra time off, i might be able to join my mom in a trip up to the rez too, but i asked my boss and she said we'll see....that prolly means no. :-(
I can't wait to be done with these classes though. I have the rest of my year planned out for me. I'll post it here and see how accurate I was.

June: CPS Summer Program
July: visit mom in NM
August: NSF Summer Program
September: Back to School
October: NIEA Conference in Hawaii?
November: AISES Conference in Pheonix
December: Internship in Boston

The only thing I am not really excited about but more like really nervous and scared about is the internship in Boston for 4 weeks. I will be spending my entire break working...away from home, away from my cats, away from my boyfriend, friends and my bed. I heard Boston was a racist town too.....If I get paid a lot then that will make it worth it, but i have a feeling they are going to be working my ass off.

-Soggy Cornflakes and an Extra Cell Phone

So it's been about half an hour since I dragged my ass out of bed. I got to sleep in today because luckily (or not so luckily, since I REALLY need the money) I didn't have to work today. The only thing that sucked about my sleeping in time was the fact that Andie left her cell phone. People are constantly calling it. It sucks. The only thing that was okay was that it meant I could talk to Jeffrey, or Jeffykins as I like to call him. He's the cute sales guy that works there. He's kinda nerdy and earth toney and about 6 years older than I am but thats okay.

I really could have used more sleep--damn I'm lazy. So now I'm sitting here at the kitchen table staring at the screen with a bowl of soggy cornflakes next to me. I hate it when they're soggy. I need to find an apartment. I'm searching.

-Jenny

Bugger. The Cubs lost today. Whatever they won on Friday and Saturday. I guess it was too much to ask for, for them to sweep the crosstown classic. Jerks.

P.S. Ha ha ha. Mambo # 5. I listen to that randomly when I'm getting ready. Bah hahaha.

Comeback #5

Hopefully it does better than Mambo #5....we'll see.

And so, hello again my dear friends. It's Kitty...i'm sure you didn't forget. How could you? I'm the one who laughs loud, cries hard and is named after an animal...

Okay, so I stumbled upon this blog again when I was extremely bored at work one day. You see my boss usually works at the downtown office on mondays and me at the school, so we correspond with each other over the phone. well, she decided not to come into work that day and didn't tell me. so i'm sitting there at work trying to get stuff done, thinking she's in meetings or whatnot....eventually, there's only so much you can do. So i was browsing the good ol' internet, started reading Debbie Reese's blog on Native American Literature when I noticed she uses blogger.com and viola.


As of right now, I am finishing up the year at DePaul. Hopefully I will be graduating next year and then moving on to Northwestern for a Masters Degree in Education....i have all this education so far but I don't feel smart. I can say that I've been getting better at bullshitting papers though. But maybe I'm not bullshitting them, maybe i'm actually writing them...its just a lot easier (Crystal may have to be the judge of this one though). See, DePaul is a very writing-oriented school. Every class involves writing papers. In fact, this year all of my professors do not believe in tests...and so, we write. But in one of my classes we had the option of making a documentary instead and so that is what I am doing. If anyone has any good stories about how the internet makes you feel anonymous and so you do things you wouldn't normally do, give me a call.

I've been working with CPS for the past year and a half...begging for a raise. I am finally seeing all the reasons why my education was crap...its because no one works....ever. oh except for the interns who work their asses off and get paid crap for what they do- which is hold up CPS. (sorry, i am just feeling unappreciated as of now.)
My other research assistant job with NSF is still the same. Racking up experience for grad school and possibly phD....ooh.


You know what tastes really good? Cake frosting made with cream cheese from Aldi. Yeah, I know this because I just ate a spoonful of it. Gross? maybe. Delicious? yes.

Okay, well back to writing papers, which sucks because everyone else is on break already. Hell, even Dani has a 4-day weekend....

Hello All!!!!

Well, since I love Kitty and since I miss this blog I am posting today.

Since I last posted on this blog I have

1. Lived in London.
2. Traveled to: Paris, Glasgow, Crete, Rome, Florence, Pisa, Venice, and Barcelona.
3. Become an alcoholic.
4. Turned 21.
5. Cut my hair short.

I am back home now in the good ole U.S. of A. and am living in the greatest city in the world, Chicago. Unfortunately I have returned to living with my parents. It blows. I can't stand it. I am trying to possibly move out. Yes, I will miss the free room and board and I will miss owning a car, but man I need to get out of my mother's clutches. Since I have nothing better to do than to bitch and moan on this I'm just going to put up a survey for you to enjoy.

1. What is your favorite possession?Peter O'toole. He's pretty nifty. He's also my cell phone.
2. Do you own a gun?No, but a squirt gun would count right.
3. If you could tell your last ex something what would you say?nothing
4. Do you get nervous before doctor appointments?a little.
5. What do you think of hot dogs?they're good.
6. What's your favorite Christmas song?Have yourself a merry little Christmas.
7. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?Water.
8. Can you do push ups?not really. I have no upper body strength.
9. Is your bathroom clean?it gets a bit messy.
10. What's your favorite piece of jewelry?my eiffel tower earrings.
11. Do you take painkillers?like candy.
12. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?my overwhelming charm and appeal.
13. Do you have A.D.D.? [Attention Deficit Disorder]no, dummy.
14. What's your name?Jeannette
15. Middle Name?Maty.
16. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment?I'm sooo cold, whats for dinner, I wonder if Darlene and Jennise have room for a third.
17 Name the last 3 things you have bought?a flat iron, a pair of shoes, moisturizer
18. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink:water, orange juice, orange juice
19. Current worry?will I be allowed to do anything this summer.
20. Current Hate?the fact that it is so very chilly
21. Favorite place to be?opal
22. How did you bring in the New Year?with the fam.
23. Where would you like to go?back to londy londy londy town.
24. Do you own slippers?nope
25. What shirt are you wearing?One that Edi stole for me from the Ben and Jerry's Navy Pier office. ha ha ha ha ha hahahahahahaha!
26. Favorite color(s)?all shades of blue, like electric blue and teal
27. Would you be a pirate?no, they have bad teeth. mine are nice.
28. White Sox or Cubbies?cubs. they beat the white sox. woo!
29. Do you sing in the shower?yeah.
30. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?chucky
31. What's in your pockets right now?nothing, I have kitty pj pants on, they have no pockets.
32. Best bed sheets as a child?kitty kisses ones.
33. Worst injury/injuries you've ever had?I screwed up my left ankle in highschool.
34. Who is your loudest friend?edi and jennise.
35. Who is your most silent friend?hmm. rachel is pretty calm.
36. Does someone have a crush on you?don't think so.
37. Do you wish on shooting stars?I've done it.
38. What is your favorite book?oh the places you will go.
39. What is your favorite candy?snickers
40. What song do/did you want played at your wedding?cannon in d
41. What song do you want played at your funeral?another one bites the dust. hahahahaha
42. What were you doing @ 12 AM last night?I was doing sleepy time.

That's all from me. Hope this gets the ball rolling.

-Jenny

I tried to keep it alive, i really did.
Maybe we all just moved on.
Or maybe we all don't have internet access all the time.
Or maybe we do, but we have 50 million other blogs that are way "cooler" than this one
Or maybe we forgot about the good ol days when we said that we would still write in this bizatch when we got to college but then ended up updating our xanga or myspace's more often and dont want to repeat ourselves on a different blog and then end up reading eachother's xanga's or myspace anyway......phew.

??? who knows ???

What the hell! I miss for like two weeks being online and people forget to blog? Oh you guys are hopeless!!!!

Wentworth T. Turtle

June 1, 2005-June 27,2005

I would like to say a few words about Wentworth, who's young life was cut short. He was a good turtle. He never snapped at anyone's finger and was always cool and calm. He had a lot of spunk. Whenever he would be let out of his little tank he would run around at top speed. You had to always keep your eyes on him, because if you turned around for two seconds he'd be gone and you had to hunt him down. He was always moving. You could here the tapping of his little shell at night as he attempted to crawl out of his tank. Due to this I notice when something was terribly wrong.

A few days ago I noticed that he wasn't moving as much. We thought it was due to him being cold. So we started leaving him in the iitchen and putting warmer water in his tank. Then he stopped eating and we thought he was going in to hibernation mode because of the cold from the a/c. We did some research and we found that turtles could get pneumonia. I was terrified. A couple of days went by and I noticed that his eyes were getting puffy and a red and a purple spot appeared on the seams of his shell. On sunday I went to animal kingdom and I boought him a new tank, a filter, a heat lamp, little rocks and eye drops and a turtle medicine soak, hoping that this might help revive him.

We put him in his soak and things looked good. This was sunday. He was moving around and we took this as a good sign. We placed him in his new home and he took off and swam a little. He got caught in the current created by the filter so we had to get him out of the water. He was exhausted. I put some drops in his eyes and wished him good night. The next morning my sister said she had seen him swimming when she got home from taking my parents to work. This was at six am. I woke up around 9:30-10:00 and I went to go put him in his invigorating turtle soak when I discovered that he had passed away. I couldn't help it, I cried like a baby. The only thing that makes me happy is knowing that at least for a little while he was happy in his new home and that before he died he went for a little swim.

So thats my story about Wentworth. It wasn't for amusement, it was mainly for me to tell people about him. I'm going to go today to "bury" or rather release him in a little creek or pond or river, whatever I find in the forest preserve.

If I'm geek whatever. i just love turtles and even more I love my pets.

~Jenny~

Hello girls! Well I skipped out on work today, one because I didn't have enough money for the bus (how sad am I), two: because I have to record today at six and I got out at six from work, three: I didn't feel like going in. How horrible. I hope that I don't get fired. Well anywho, I decided to do a testimonial about all of you. What fun. You see I have a Hi5.com account and alllllll of my people from church are on it, apparently they all got into Hi5 instead of myspace, xanga, blogger and all the other crap I don't even know about. So anyway they have this feature on it where you can talk about all of your little online buddies and email it to them and it shows up on their page. So I decided I'd do that for all of you. I don't know where to start. Hmm...I guess I'll go in alphabetical order.

Kitty: Either way your name comes first. Hmmm....what can I say about Jasmine Alphonso? Lots of stuff. You are the one and only CPK. You have an amusing giggle and are so sporty it hurts. Whenever we hang out I have soo much fun and I can't stop laughing. Aww Kitty-chan you're good times.

Latrice: Junior year was the epitome of good times. I don't think I would have survived without you or megan in mr. orb's class. I miss watching one tree hill with you and talking about whipping orlando. You're hilarious and I miss chilling with ya.

Megan: My one and only honkey g. There is so much I could write about how great you are and how much fun we have to gether and all the good times we've had. So I'll keep it short. Megan you are great.

Okay so that's all for today, tune in next time when I shall be writing a tribute to Wentworth.

~Kastle~

It’s the friends you can call up at four a.m. that matter.
Marlene Dietrich

Hey guys.
so my cousin spent the night last night...but i didn't know she was gonna sleep through the whole morning geez...ok, mind you, it's 8:30am...hehe. anyway, we did have a pretty down night last night. My cousin Brandi left her home 5 months before graduating and has not been at speaking terms with her parents and many others in her family. (Her parents didn't even attend their graduation.) My mom, Brandi and I sat out on our deck and talked...and things got really personal and things came out not only from my cousin Brandi about her childhood but about my mom's childhood (which takes the cake and THEN some) so of course tears were shed and what i was hoping to be a nice happy sleepover turned into a...well, i guess the beginning of a healing process for my cousin. So i just wanted to send out a prayer for her to give her strength through this difficult time in her life and that she finds what she needs to begin healing and move along in her life.

Dearest Latrice, I humbly accept your apology. Thank you. Megan darling I know the pain you feel about work. Everyday I have to deal with people who don't understand we do not serve Ice cream sodas. Who don't understand that the prices will never change. Ben and Jerry's is expensive get over it. A lot of super premium ice cream is expensive!!! You darling it is a simple and widely known fact that the mass majority of people are stupid and we just have to live with it. People suck, but we'll survive. Just always remember that for every 20 arseholes out there, there is one decent person. That one decent person usually makes things all worth while :) Okay now I feel like Dr. Phil, but hey whatever. Yesterday was fun, went to a barbecue with college age at the Pastors' house. It was good times. Had a couple hot dogs and a hamburger that I spent about 30 minutes waiting for. Spent most of the time inside the house and hung out with my girls. Then we watched some extreme fighting in like an octagon ring with my Pastor and a whole bunch of people. It was hilarious. Then we saw of course, since we were in a Puerto Rican house, Tito Trinidad box against some guy from Nicaragua. Well, I'm hot and my right hand is falling asleep cuz I was laying on it all night and my hand feels all freaky soo that's all folks!

~Kastle~
Eat a third and drink a third and leave the remaining third of your stomach empty. Then, when you get angry, there will be sufficient room for your rage.
Babylonian Talmud

I'm Mike Jonesssssss

Good evening ladies and gents. It's after 2am on a Sunday morning. I should still be out now, but obviously I'm not. Oh well. Anyway, things with me have been busy. Right after I finished my semester, I started working. I now work at the movie theater on Harlem by the mall. It's an alright job. The pay isn't that great. But I get to see movies for free. All the people that work there are cool, minus the head manager and this one annoying smelly girl that I wanna smack the shit out of. And most of the customers are idiots.

Things that annoy me at work:

-People that get angry at me because we no longer have a Super Combo. They ask 50 times for the Super Combo. If you ask 50 times it won't appear on the menu. And don't give the "But we always get that" bullshit. I don't know what you always get and you sure ain't gettin' it today, so shut the fuck up.

-People that order a bucket of popcorn, some candy, and a Diet Coke. If you're not diabetic, there's really no point to make that Coke diet. Come on, your fat ass is eating a FUCKING BUCKET OF POPCORN. DIET COKE ISN'T GOING TO HELP YOU.

-People that can't find the theater they're supposed to be in. We rip their tickets and tell them exactly where the theater is. And if you didn't understand what I said, and if you didn't see me fucking point to the theater, there's a number on your ticket. COME ON ASSHOLE, HOW HARD IS IT TO MATCH A NUMBER ON A PIECE OF PAPER TO A NUMBER ON THE DOOR. NUMBERS ARE THE SAME IN ALL LANGUAGES.

-Polish people that give me an attitude because I can't understand them. HEY BOGUSLAW, LAST TIME I CHECKED WE WERE IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, WHERE THE OFFICIAL LANGUAGE HAPPENS TO BE ENGLISH. I'M SORRY I'M FLUENT IN THE OFFICIAL LANGUAGE OF THIS COUNTRY. IF YOU WANNA TALK SOME MOOSHKI MOOSHSKI GET BACK ON THE FUCKIN' BOAT.

-People that complain about how expensive things are. FUCK YOU. GO WATCH A MOVIE ON WGN AND EAT SOME POTATO CHIPS IF YOU DON'T LIKE IT. I TAKE THE FUCKING BUS HERE AND WEAR A STUPID UNIFORM AND SERVE YOUR ASS FOR MINIMUM WAGE. I DON'T GIVE A SHIT IF YOU THINK IT'S EXPENSIVE. AND I SURE DIDN'T MAKE THE PRICES.

Things that annoy me at home:

-Sometimes my parents complain I don't do anything. HEY WHEN'S THE LAST TIME THE 23 YEAR OLD IN THE BASEMENT PICKED UP A FUCKIN' BROOM? HE LIVES IN THE NICE BASEMENT FOR FREE. HE HAS HIS OWN CAR. HE WEARS NICE CLOTHES. HE HAS 50 PAIRS OF NIKES. HE GOT 4 YEARS OF SCHOOL PAID FOR. I GO TO SCHOOL AND WORK ALL DAY. I SURE DON'T WANNA CLEAN WHEN I COME HOME. YOU'RE HOME ALL DAY. COME ON NOW.

-My brother. He smells like a wet cat that bathed in fish. And his teeth are so fuckin' yellow that if our power went out, I wouldn't be too worried about it being dark in the house cuz all he'd have to do is smile and the house would be brighter than hell.

-There's usually not much food to eat. HEY - HERE'S AN IDEA. NEXT TIME YOU GO TO JEWEL, WHY DON'T YOU BUY A WEEK'S WORTH OF GROCERIES SO YOU DON'T HAVE TO COMPLAIN ABOUT GOING TO JEWEL IN 3 DAYS. THAT WAY I CAN EAT FOR A WEEK. It's hard being so brilliant, really.

Things that annoy me about life:

-People that get sprinkles of piss all over the seat. IF YOU'RE A WOMAN, YOU PISS INTO THE TOLIET. YOUR ASS IS SUPPOSED TO BE ON THE SEAT, WHY ARE THERE DROPS OF PISS ALL OVER THE SEAT. DID YOU CROUCH OVER IT AND HAVE A SEIZURE AS YOU WERE PISSING?!

-Guys. So, I finally find this guy I like. He likes me too. Things are going good. Then he gets sent to boot camp for violating his parole. I CAN'T WIN! REALLY, I CAN'T!

-Creepy guys in cars that ask me if I want a ride. IF I WANTED A RIDE, I WOULD'VE GOTTEN IN THE CAR WITH THE FIRST ASSHOLE THAT ASKED ME 20 MINUTES BEFORE YOU.

And that's all I can think about to rant about for now. I'm gonna finish my dinner and go to bed. Merry Christmas fuckheads.

albequerque. that's soo weird. I always think of albequerque as that place that bugs bunny always says he should have made a left turn at. well. I'm so hot and I've been trying to stay in the air conditioning as much as possible. at my job, it's soo damn hot the hot fudge is melting without having to be cooked. the building isn't even cool. so we have these stupid waffle irons on full blast and it's just horrifying right now. I can't even stand it! oh well. I hope everyone else is having fun. I want to say a happy belated birthday to the short ho. It was her birthday on tuesday! well I have to run. this computer is in a non-air conditioned part of the house. by the by, Latrice I'm Kastle. and when I said for the love of all that is green cute and small, I was reffering to wentworth the baby turtle who lives above the television in my living room. but I can also refer to frankie hey ho. I remember he spent some time with me. they were good times...

~Kastle~

My Mother used to say that there are no strangers, only friends you haven't met yet. She's no in a maximum security twilight home in Australia.~ Dame Edna Everage

Hey Hey Hey Yo
I'm in Albuquerque, New Mexico now and it's hot and nice outside....but that doesn't matter because i'm inside right now. My mother is in Michigan until Thursday so I have the house to myself and uh...i've been hearing strange noises. I don't think i like it here by myself. I'm hearing shit on the roof and for once we own an actual house so i know it's not the "people upstairs" or the "apartment next door"....and also the birds are chirping SO LOUD and there's one that, i swear, sounds like an owl...but i'm too afraid to go and check...the door randomly slammed shut by itself too, i went and checked it out (like after 20 minutes) and...i'm still here so i guess all is well.
Oh, i think our new cat is pregnant and Jackie, our dog, is so effin fat now...pics to come up later (on the xanga of course, because too much html is involved here and i'm slooooowwww)

As far as transferring colleges go, i'm stuck in a situation again....I really want to go to DePaul, but i still haven't heard anything from them and i'm scared. they are setting me behind in applying for scholarships. And also, i'm not sure where Alex is going to go to college (if he even is). And if he goes away to college it's going to make things even more difficult to bare....i miss that kiddo <3.

Alright, well i hope all is well in Chicago. you guys gotta hold it down for me while i'm gone. i think i'm going to be missing a lot of things while i'm here. since everyone should be out of school any day now and so then the fun begins. When i get back we're doing somethin' crazy- uh-oh, i'm hearing noises on the roof again. im out. peace

Hello Darlings! I'm so happy were posting here again. It makes me feel all tingly inside. No not really, but whatever. I just love love love the weather outside. It's soo cool. I love summer thunderstorms. So since I'm bored, I shall make a list of all the things I like.

1. Turtles
2. Dogs
3.Jeans
4. High heels
5. Funny people
6. my friends, I don't know why
7. Driving
8. Flip flops
9. butterflys
10. a good cup of tea
11. writing
12. purple things
13. making lists
14. annoying people
15. rainy days
16. Reading
17. Taking quizzes

this list could go on forever, I'll list later.

-KWASTLE~HaLlElUaH hAlLeLuAh HaLlElUaH yOuR lOvE mAkEs Me SiNg~


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Hey, Kwastle. i think you just might have started this biotch up again. Today I have a lil cousin's bday party. But my step mom is making empanadas so it's allllll goood. awww. i'm glad you are having fun with your turtle turtle (don't ask me why i said Turtle twice. Last night's concert was off the ehazy baleazy. Oboats is friggin hot even though his hair is uber short now. Just thought I'd mention that.

How is everyone on this fine muggy day? It is soo damn muggy I fear that as soon as I step out of this house my hair shall puff out about ten times its size. Well anyway, I have cleaned out Wentworth's tank and would like to inform everyone that he is now eating. The first day he didn't eat out of spite. Little bastard! My tortalugy is doing well and hopefully I can buy him a new home some day. I'll post pictures of him soon. For now I shall continue working on a paper I have due today. So laterz. Oh by the by, Latrice why for the love of all things cute green and small are you taking summer classes?

The Original Honkey is Back.

It's 2am and I'm back, bitches.

So, I leave for New Mexico Monday. I just got off the phone with my mom and she said that she is flying out to Michigan hours before i arrive. AHHHHH!! booo....she'll be back on Thursday tho. lol, i just think that is so funny. But i will be there until June 29th and even then my mom is flying back with me and staying for 2 weeks so i'll get a nice visit with me mummsie.

So what am i doing until i leave? Friday is the October Fall concert. I miss my boys. They have no idea who I am. (well technically i've met 2 of them) but still...i miss em. they are getting so old and so famous these days. i'm really proud. and SUPER EXCITED! anyway, Saturday i'm packing because Sunday i'm going into town, maybe chilling with the tbear, if not hopefully with the boyfriend before i leave for a month. and then my flight is Monday night.

I miss this old blog. the way we used to comment on eachother's posts and make fun of eachother too. I remember when there would be about 5 posts a day and when no one would post one day, it would be a weird thing. "what? no ones' posting! where is everyone?" So...i'm hoping maybe finally this will all change and we can actually use this thing in college like we planned on doing back in the day....

After much deliberation i have decided to post on this blog. I miss it soooooooo much! I wish we could post on it again like in our hay day! If you love me, or love what this blog was, please, post once in a while on here. I shall begin.

so today is my absolute last day of school and I can't wait for a summer packed with hanging out, making the moneys and sleeping. I know I'm going to be doing a lot and I mean a lot of bike riding, I can't wait!!!!! Okay so I got up this morning like five minutes before I had to leave the house for school cuz I was soooooooooo sleepy from last night. I spent it watching Jimmy Kimmel Live cuz the from LOTR that's on lost was on. I love him!!!! I got to my class late of course. But I didn't care, cuz I hate that class anyway.

Here I am now in the computer lab and aol isn't working and it's pissing me off!!!!! So that's all cuz nothing exciting has happened other than the fact that I bought a turtle! Yes I bought him in chinatown for 15 bucks and his name is Wentworth!

-Kwastle

well, so much for everyone posting on this biznatch when we are in college.....

RHAPSODY Link

RHAPSODY Link

oh kitty...might I suggest blogger's rehab?

Heh, it's more than that now...... im a sad sad person....

Four blogs ms. Kitty? don't you think you've had enough?

Hey, i'm posting!! How is everyone doing? Have you started your classes yet? This is really wierd because i have like 4 journals that i have to update. I've been pretty good about not repeating myself yet but...heh...i don't know how long that's gonna last. Check em all out if you want to know what else is going on with me. there's
xanga.com/misskittay
whenyouknowyouknow.blogspot.com
this one AND
COMING SOON!!! (even tho i already have it, i'll just be writing in it more often soon so more like...)
WRITING MORE OFTEN IN IT SOON!!!! : livejournal.com (plzcryalittle)

yeah, i'm done. If anyone wants to call my cell phone or text me or something, i still hav ethe same number. Muchos gracias para todo.

Hey, I'm posting, I just hadn't posted cuz no one else was. Hello bloggers, how are you enjoying the blog? well I'm done now.

Yo, I don't know why i am posted just yet because i am not in college but hey, iono, i doubt that whole "hey guys, when we get into college, we should all continue to write in this bizatch" oh yeah, sure that'll happen. We have all xangas now. ooooh....nah, just kidding i love my xanga. and we're all still connected by the subscriptions and what not so i shouldn't get my panties all in a ruffle.
Now i just stopped making sense.

Well, well, well...

Wow, I can't believe we've had this crazy piece of crap since May of 2003, now it's may of 2004 and well everyone is getting ready to go to prom, graduate, and go off to college. The blog is splitting up. Kitty is off to indiana, Latrice is off to New York, Lana is off to Wisconsin? Dani is off somewhere, she hasn't told me. and megan, melissa and I are still staying in Chicago, I have decided to postpone my move for a year. So I decided that we should all begin posting again on our lovely blog, as a way to keep in touch with one another. I hope that we will, cuz I know that I prolly won't call cuz well I suck like that and I really want us to do this, I also want to add a couple more people to the group so that all of us can be a part of it, so I guess that's all for tonite,

~Kastle

Can I get a shemne shemne?
Hey, well it's April. I'm not quite sure how long we've had this mofahku, but, i decided, that i was not going to sit here and continue to copy the previous entry........heh....alrighty, well a lot has happened since the last time I posted and I don't plan on making this a long post to make up for it. Half the shit that has happened, i don't even remember. But yeah, i think we have had this blog for a LONG while and lots of memories have been typed and posted here. I'm sure i might one day look back on it and be like "HOLY CRAP I WAS A LOSER!!" nah, but really, i think it'd be pretty funny, like when you come across an old diary or a note that you recieved from your best friend back in 3rd grade. I'm sure those didn't have me writing hobo gackt like 50 million times like a loser fascinated that i could search for it on google and find it here, but yeah, i'm just a dork like that. I just really enjoyed all of our interactions with eachothers posts. it was quite hilarious. at least on the inside. i don't know about outsiders who came across our site. but yeah, we don't need no stinkin comments and eProps when u've got ur buddies commenting about you in their post. yeha, i don't know why i am being a hypocrite since i am a devoted xanga user.

My Birthday is in a little over a week. Everyone's turning 18. I feel all grown up. I got a new haircut which was sort of a big change because i have never ever had it this short before. There are gonna be lots of changes this summer i belive. I'm going to indiana university in Bloomington in the fall. I'm really nervous about it. i haven't even visited the school yet but i am going there. grr.

I'm a semi-finalist for the Gates Millenium Scholarship. I thought I was smart but i didn't think i was that smart. Well, we'll see when i find out whether or not i get it. Cherise is really supporting me though. She told me she's going to pray for me and she hopes i get it. I hope so too, because you can't get financial aid for your masters i heard and i am going to try and get all the education i can get. I'm gonna be one smart mofo. well, i really should be doing my bio homework. it's a group project and Flor is in my group. i really don't want to hear her complaining. "KITTY!!"..............
peace

Well it's march. I'm not quite sure how long we've had this mofahku, but, I decided, that I was not going to sit back and allow everyone else to post every once in a while so I'm going to force myself to try and write a little somethin somethin so that we don't have to lose our firstborn online journal. Damn you xanga, you took us all. Oh, yeah and livejournal took honkey, but livejournal sucks pretty bad. I don't like it. anyhooch, I'm trying to think of what I should put up on here and I decided I would post something about the wonders of dryer sheets.

And all this time I've just been putting Bounce in the dryer.
1. It will chase ants away when you lay a sheet near them.
2. It takes the odor out of books and photo albums that don't get opened
too often.
3. Repels mosquitoes. Tie a sheet of Bounce through a belt loop when
outdoors during mosquito season.
4. Eliminates static electricity from your television screen. Since
Bounce is designed to help eliminate static cling, wipe your
television screen with a used sheet of Bounce to keep dust from
resettling.
5. Dissolve soap scum from shower doors. Clean with a sheet of Bounce.
6. Freshen the air in your home. Place an individual sheet of Bounce in
a drawer or hang in the closet.
7. Prevent thread from tangling. Run a threaded needle through sheet of
Bounce before beginning to sew.
8. Prevent musty suitcases. Place an individual sheet of Bounce inside
empty luggage before storing.
9. Freshen the air in your car. Place a sheet of Bounce under the front
seat.
10. Clean baked-on foods from a cooking pan. Put a sheet in a pan, fill
with water, let sit overnight, and sponge clean. The anti-static
agent
apparently weakens the bond between the food.
11. Eliminate odors in wastebaskets. Place a sheet of Bounce at the
bottom of the wastebasket.
12. Collect cat hair. Rubbing the area with a sheet of Bounce will
magnetically attract all the loose hairs.
13. Eliminate static electricity from venetian blinds. Wipe the blinds
with a sheet of Bounce to prevent dust from resettling.
14. Wipe up sawdust from drilling or sand papering. A used sheet of
Bounce will collect sawdust like a tack cloth.
15. Eliminate odors in dirty laundry. Place an individual sheet of
Bounce at the bottom of a laundry bag or hamper.
16. Deodorize shoes or sneakers. Place a sheet of Bounce in your shoes
or sneakers overnight.
17. Golfers put a Bounce sheet in their back pocket to keep the bees
away.

okay well I'm out,
toots~Kastle

Dayum! Dis Be Deader than a Doorknob!

And I'm gonna bring it back. Or at least try. I've decided to put some of my previous top 5 lists on here. I make a top 5 list for my livejournal almost everynight. Here we go.

TOP FIVE STEREOTYPICAL PEOPLE I DON'T LIKE/FIND HUMOROUS
1. HLM (Horny Landscaping Mexicans) Yea you know what I'm talkin' about. They holler at anything with 2 legs and a twat inbetween.
2. PRG (Polish Ricer Guys) Yea, they're Polish, drive fancy, fast cars, and wear too much damn cologne. It's cologne, not a shower. Christ! Oh and they usually have highlighted hair and leather jackets.
3. Preps. (Yea what list isn't complete w/o 'em). They're spoiled, rich, and most often white. They always wear those stupid brown mule shoes. God they all have them!!!! It's in the middle of winter with 2 feet of snow on the ground and you're wearing backless shoes!!!!!!! You are an idiot!
4. PC's and FM's (Papi Chulos and Fine Mamis) Yea, I'm glad you're proud of your country, but you're in AMERICA now. If you don't like it, go back there and stop mooching off our welfare. Oh and the sock bun went out in '98. Thanks.
5. UAA (Uppity African-Americans) Yeah, we know your ancestors went through hardships, but you have brand new Air Jordans, an $80 Fubu shirt, and a brand-new cell phone. Not too mention the fact that you can get scholarships handed down to you. The man isn't just out to get you. He's out to get me too. And I'm white. And not every damn white person has money. I sure don't. Other people also deal with racism. Get over it.
*Disclaimer: No, I'm not racist, I just live on the northwest side of Chicago.

TOP 5 THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND
1. Why the hell don't suburbs have sidewalks?! I mean really. They're a bunch of lazy ass overpriveldged bastards.
2. When people drink liquor concealed in a brown paper bag. We all know it's booze. The brown paper bag is just pointless.
3. Why white people wear those ugly brown mules even during the winter. They're backless and there's snow on the ground!!!!
4. Why creepy men hollar any ANYTHING with 2 legs and slightly female. Have they NO standards?!
5. Why guys that I like don't like me. Yet I can get any under educated creepy guy while on or waiting for public transportation.

THE TOP 5 LIST!
Things I Hate
1. When people on the escalator in front of you are moving very slowly while your train is at the platform. They think since it's not their train, then the people behind them must not be trying to catch it either.
2. When the last people who should be conceited, are infact, CONCEITED.
3. When bitches give me dirty looks for no reason.
4. When my parents say yea let's do this and NEVER get around to it.
5. When I'm always the friend. I want to be more than the friend damnit. Don't ask me what you should say to that bitch! You should be sayin' it to me!!!!


TOP 5 SHITTY BANDS
(Obviously there's more than 5, but I'm pullin' 'em outta my ass now)
1. Dave Matthews Band ( I hope they die a slow, painful death)
2. Swidden (I think they broke up. But I just want to make it known that they suck/sucked)
3. Limp Bizkit (thanks for reminding me, Jessica)
4. Creed ( I recall getting into an argument over who was better - Creed or Jay-Z. JAY-Z duh!!!!)
5. Saliva (god it sucked so baddddddd)


TOP FIVE DIPWADS AT SHOWS
1. The guy that thinks every band is just so amazing. (Had one of those today)
2. The guy who violently shoves people, includin' the ladies outta his way so he can be in front. Excuse me, but you wait hours in line like the rest of us, fucker.
3. Dumb bitches that always try to smush me out of the way. I never understood this. Of all the people in the front row, you're going to attempt to move the 5'11 blonde bitch with the ghetto booty. REAL SMART!
4. Slutty bitches. Yea, you know what I'm talking about, it's 30 degrees outside and they're wearing a halter top. Hey, they gotta advertise their cumguzzling abilities somehow!
5. People with the personality of a wet dish rag. (same person and in number 1)
Yeah so the guy that goes for #1 and #5.. This guy in front of me was a dork. So yeah was so enthusiastic for every bad. And it disturbed me. And then ADD (first band, they suck) was like, "we're ADD" and I was like "who are you?!' and then they said "we have cds in the front?" and im like where in the front?!" and the guy turns around and goes "in the front." No shit, you douchebag. I'm being an asshole! And I said "It's called sarcasm!" And the girl next to him turned around and was like "I don't think he got it." And I shruged. Like an asshole. Damn, I'm an asshole.




And that's all for now. Make sure to sign the guestbook. If you would like the link to my livejournal, ask.

HONKEYYYYYYY!

ejiana says she sorry.

wow, okay, i just discovered something.....and it's really funny because upon telling you I will further add to the discovery....lol. anyway, I was trying to explain to Ejiana how you can search for hobo gackt on google and find our website BUT when i went to show her, it didn't work!!! so then i was like i KNOW i wrote it on one of my posts before so it has to be here so I searched it on that side bar where it says "search for posts containing...." and i typed in hobo gackt and got 3 posts (all written by me) where i wrote about hobo gackt....alright, my current mood is creeped out because ejiana is breathing in my ear....it's all too disturbing......

whattem up joes? sittin here in da libary with ejiana. she sumuposeta be doin hers englishshshshhhhh but she ain't. ima sumuopseta be up in nihongo class but i's ain't.

ah, my good folks. you have proven so far that you are able to keep it alive but let's see how long this lasts....actually, it may start up again since they have banned xanga at school (yes, i too have a xanga (XANGA ROCKS!) its misskittay).....i remember the good times on this blog.....i remember when we found out that when you look up Hobo Gackt, our site pops up.....oh the good times....Hey, so does everyone know where they are going to college??? I'm thinking i'm goin to Indiana University. My mom made me apply to Grinnell but i must say that was the crappiest application I ever sent because i was totally bullshitting so that i wouldn't get in so that i wouldn't have to go there so that i could just take my ass to indiana as opposed to iowa, lol. still gonna try to get into stanford next year though, or after my first semester if i hate it that much and if that doesn't work out i'm gonna try and go to Argentina and Japan to do various stuff. i love other countries.....especially Argentina.....good times there. I loved my trip there. Next time i go I will stay much longer....until then i'm stuck here in the brutal winter of chi-town away from my loving family........alright, emo kitty is done rambling..........peace

hey ya'll sup? hmm, I'm in long advisory and bored out of my mind!!! so I shall post a nice little hi
~Kastle

SUP BITCHES

I just randomly remembered this thing. Yes, we do need to bring it back to life. As well as bringing in tha FUNK and tha NOISE. Aww shit mofucka.

Okay so little by little we are bringing it back...now we just got to get the honkey and latrice...hmm...Latrice might come kicking and screaming, and the honkey, well, hmm...she always says she's got other things to do. Well it's early and cold, so I'll end this post.
Toots! Kastle

Oh hell no!!!! This blog is not dead! Okay so maybe it is, but I will not have Kitty have the last post...that's it, since it is cold, Imma post at lunch and drag the short ho in to post too, since she never has in the past. Damn you xanga nation for irradicating the blog, oh well, I have a xanga site too. anyhooch. Check the sidebar for the link to it.

toots~Kastle

I HEREBY CLAIM THIS BLOG: OFFICIALLY DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, i didn't get into Stanford, but I thought I should post this poem to make me feel a little bit better.
"The Rose"
It is only a tiny rosebud...
A flower of God's design;
But I cannot unfold the petals
With these clumsy hands of mine.

The secret of unfolding flowers
Is not known to such as I...
The flower that God opens so sweetly
In my hands would fade and die.

If I cannot unfold a rosebud
This flower of God's design,
Then how can I think I have wisdom
To unfold this life of mine?

So...I'll trust Him for His leading
Each moment of every day,
And I'll look to Him for His guidance
Each step of the pilgrim way.

For the pathway that lies before me
My heavenly Father knows...
I'll trust Him to unfold the moments
Just as He unfolds the rose...

oh yeah so hopefully this blog will pick up over the holidays and such since we will have more time to write and will be doing more exciting things than....school...yeah i'm going to be in Argentina so maybe if i find time, i will post on here from there and tell you all how it is going so far. i plan on taking a journal and writing about my days. it's gonna be a time of my life yo. I havent been there since i was two yrs old and you know you don't remember shit when you are that young. Anyway, peace out folks, and tell me how you all are doing!

Aww, i wish I could see your show, but alas i cannot for I am going to visit mi papa. But yes, let me fill you all in on how it's been going down lately. I find out this month, any day now if i got in to Stanford or not and I really hope i did. I went to some boring thing in the recital hall today for all the minorities about some internship that I'm not even interested in but at least they didn't gas all us minorites because that's what we thought they were going to do to us, and i didn't have to go to orb and kimmel adv....which in that case, i would have rather been gassed....We went to the Shedd Aquarium and it was pretty fun actually even though I saw that Wild Reef exhibit 3 times already and that dolphin show who knows how many times since i was back in 1st grade....yeah and we bought our tickets to go see LOTR: 3 today for Thursday. And if they decide to change the half-day dates then i guess i jsut won't be going to school that day....meh. let's see...orli or school, orli or school......i think we all know the answer to this one folks. .....peace

Well kiddies, it's been a long while since I last posted hasn't it? well let me catch you up. Today was the first performance of our gallery class performance. We did really well and my makeup was awesome. We had two shows and colina came to our first one, which was awesome. So then this last weekend I started working with the germans. I get paid well, but I hate working there. So this friday is the showing of our play Rubbed out, it's soooo funny i can't wait for it. but it makes me sad, cuz that means work is over. I love the people I work with. Anyhooch...come see our play...it's friday at 6:00 and saturday at 2:00, at gallery 37 on randolph...
its FREE!!!!!!!
COME COME COME
~Kastle~

[ mood | pensive ]
[ music | Darkest Hour - Seven Day Lie ]

Way to go. I accidentally pressed something, so this window closed. Now I need to start my entry all over again.
Last night I slept over at Jenny's house. That was cool. We watched the whole 1st season of Queer as Folk. That's a pretty cool show. Aww gay guys are so adorable. We also went bowling. Yep, we could only afford one game (FUCK YOU, MONTCLARE LANES. So we killed half of an hour. As we were getting our bowling shoes, these "ghetto" characters were also getting their shoes. This one girl was spazzing about giving the guy one of her shoes in exchange for a pair of bowling shoes. She was like, "WHAT?! I have to give them my shoe?! If this shoe gets damaged I'mma whoop someone's ass" something to that extent. And they were your average tan work boots. If they were some fuckin' $600 Dolce & Gabana strappy heels, then maybe I could see her making a big deal. But then again, who would wear those to a bowling alley? Of course, we got stuck next to them. Oh and I recognized the girl, too. She went to my grade school. I swear just about everyone that came outta that school is trash with no future. I really don't mean to be judgmental and stereotypical, but I need to be realistic. I mean all they think about is getting the most number of "kicks" and making sure their shoes match the inseams of their pants, which must also match the color of their shirt. Oh and don't forget their hats, sunglasses, and whatever miscellaneous accessories they have. I don't know why I'm ranting about this, maybe just to show that I'm lucky that I do have a future in front of me, unlike most of the people I grew up with.
After the pointless game of bowling, we ventured to Hollywood video. We saw Tina was crying. She was stressed about, especially since her boyfriend broke up with her. And may I add, broke up with her through Marta. I think over the phone may have been somewhat better. What a pussy. Speaking of pussy, I've always thought he was gay. So maybe that's why. I tried to explain to Tina that it wasn't her fault that he preferred burritos to tacos. Geezz. After 12, we left Hollywood. To our surprise, Tina's car had died. She only lives 2 blocks away from Hollywood, but we had to push it across Harlem. Some jagoff almost hit us, too. Then we went back to Jenny and Tina's house. Watched more Queer as Folk. Then we fell asleep. Me and Jenny didn't wake up til 1 in the afternoon. Then my stepdad picked me up around 5. Now I'm home waiting for dinner. Mmmm food. I really don't want to go to school tomorrow. I have to rewrite a paper and turn it in on Friday. Damn busy work.
I think this post has been long enough, so I think I'll end it. "Good idea, Megan."
Tootles.
HONKEYYYYY!

*I'm going to start posting certain things off of my livejournal if they're not "scandalous". *

ooooh a play, what kind of play? i want to see a play! I think the last play that i went to was Assassins with lana for drama class. Oh good times in drama class. okay, i saw that movie Elf.....it's definitely a rental, if at all........so yeah, today was another bitchy sorta say. God, i can't seem to put my hand on what kind of affect emo has on me. I haven't been listening to it for almost 3 weeks now, and i think it has made me a more mean person. Pretty soon guys, i will be back to my sad, emotional kitty. yes, hm, i just got back my SAT 2 scores....this'll teach me not to go to any parties the night before and choose a school that is 500 miles away from ur house when u have no other transportation besides CTA. my writing score was a 500 and math a 570.......i'm not taking it again.........peace

Thanksgiving is 2 days away, and it bothers me that everyone skips from halloween to Christmas, so here's a little post about thanksgiving for all to enjoy!

EVERYDAY THANKSGIVING
Even though I clutch my blanket and growl when the alarm rings, thank you, Lord, that I can hear. There are many who are deaf.
Even though I keep my eyes closed against the morning light as long as possible, thank you, Lord, that I can see. Many are blind.
Even though I huddle in my bed and put off rising, thank you Lord, that I have the strength to rise. There are many who are bedridden.
Even though the first hour of my day is hectic, when socks are lost, toast is burned, and tempers are short, my family is so loud, thank you, Lord, for my family. There are many who are lonely.
Even though our breakfast table never looks like the pictures in magazines and the menu is at times unbalanced, thank you, Lord, for the food we have. There are many who are hungry.
Even though the routine of my job is often monotonous, thank you, Lord, for the opportunity to work. There are many who have no job.
Even though I grumble and bemoan my fate from day to day and wish my circumstances were not so modest, thank you, Lord, for life.

The blog's not dead, the blog's not dead, the blog's not dead, I swear I will post more often. but anyhooch, come see my play this december 12!!!!! it'll be great great fun, everyone will love it.
~Kastle~

One Good Bitch Treats Another
Not quite, though. I sensor myself for these posts. Sorry for the lack of my postings. I've been very busy the last week. In addition, I have my own personal journal, which I will give ya'll the link to later. I went on a SOUTHWEST SIIIIIIIIIDE adventure Friday with Selena. That was pretty damned nifty. And we saw the school play tonight. I was impressed. Yes. I don't have much to say for now. I may have a good story in the next few days, so stay tuned. Much Honkey Luv!
*mirror mirror on the wall, i'm tired, i'll fuck you all*

hey guys so maybe if we say it enough then maybe it will come true and this blog will no longer be dead. lol. Yeah, so I'm trying to download some FLCL soundtrack songs. I really like this one that they always play during the anime when you watch it......I want to learn how to play it on my guitar. it gets stuck in my head all the time.....Yerkes was so much fun. it's too bad you couldn't go lana, I'm sure you would've enjoyed yourself. I was basically dissed and ditched by my own friends. so i hung out with my other friends. YEAH THAT"S RIGHT I HAVE OTHER FRIENDS! I DON'T NEED YOU....ok i do, but i still think that was pretty bogus. you got mad at me before i ever did anything....:(..........meh, so yeah, I have to do my entire Astronomy project tomorrow because I tried starting but didn't get very far. no not very far at all...hopefully latrice won't be too mad at me and will come over to help me out, we could do it together infact....if not i'm screwed....yeah, crystal's over here. She was watching Disney channel again, lol. I guess I'm rubbing off on her, really rubbing off on her....yah, mhmm, oh yeah, i have a xanga site too guys, It's misskittay. Don't worry i haven't ditched you guys. I'm still posting see? SEE? Aight, well guys, I'm all sad cuz the migente website is down. lol. ah, migente.....hope u guys have a nice weekend. This week will be a short one! HAPPY TURKEY DAY!!!!!!!.................peace

crystal says hi

wassup my peeps!

Okay, so if you search up Hobo Gackt on Google, the first thing that pops up is our website! Lana and I discovered this during Art when we were in the library for like the third period in a row. I promised Latrice I would post on this blog first before I posted on all my other sites. See, this post isn't dying. It's not dead yet. It still lives on. It's in the search engines god dammit! But anyways, I got 3 Cs on my report card. one A in English and the rest were Bs. It's aight but i could be doing better. I'm sitting in 4th period lunch right now because Jedi sensei didn't need me. I guess it has it's ups and downs. I couldn't find Ms. Lu to bug her....I have guitar lessons today...I was asked to be in a band so I guess i better start practicing. and while we are talking about stuff to do, i should be studying for that Illiad test.....meh, whatever, back to the post...This Friday we are going to Yerkes and it is going to be so much fun but before that, on Wednesday, is Japanese Day aka Honorary JROCK DAY! It's gonna be great except that I really have to crack down and figure out what exactly I am going to wear. Japanese Day is gonna be the best day ever. Way better than French Day which is today. I think we already blew it out of the water and our day hasn't even came yet. Alright, well I'll stop rambling since I should be doing something else.......ps. nice hair Lana.........peace

Well I'm here at lunch doind absolutely nothing and singing the circle of life with the short ho. Lol good times. So I'm bored and I just wanted to post something meaningless and inane. so there it is..."there's more to see than can ever be seen, more to do..."

Hi kiddies, I'm bored...well, lets see...um yeah I have another in school on friday, it's very upsetting...it's also upsetting that latrice isn't going to be there...damn. Well, I found out what I'm getting in all my classes. It's a row of Craps...and a Damn. I need to raise them...it sux though that I'll prolly get all b's and a c next quarter...damn the world. Lets see I'm done for the night, cuz I'm cold.
Toots~Kastle~

Feelings Of Anger Arise In Me
Hell yea I'm angry. And hell no I won't tell you about it.
In other news, today was ok. I went to Guerin to pick up Yanina, and Jenny. Then we hung outside of Yanina's house and just talked. Yep talked. I'm tired and so this is the end of my post.
*angels bleed from the tainted touch of my caress, devil speaks of ways in which she'll manifest*

You know what kitty, just because you said, and I quote, "Can I get a shemme shemme...does not mean that only you can say it!!! Oh and a big to shout out to Chloe, which according to kitty is the name of Lana de Doggy. Anyhooch, I'm here chillin like bob dillan and just reading the inane dribble that we post on our page...do dod ododo dodo. Lets see, I'm really bored and I am excited cuz tomorrow I have dance practice with my friend Ivette and then afterwards I am going to go to humbolt park to hang with mesha. well I'm out...byesies!
~toots~Kastle

okay, just because i spelt it wrong doesn't mean you all could steal it!!! i think lana's doggy is named cloey or however you spell it. I'm in lunch (without crystal and lana) Hey i think i see Kim right now, yes, kim and tully. this lunch period would suck some ass if lana and crystal didn't have it. It would just be me and Dan chillin like a villain doing nothing.....so our seats are moved around in Biology now. I no longer sit next to Lloyd (uur, lol) now I sit next to some junior named trevor i think. I think she arranged us by our grade in the class, the A brigades are all together and the F troops are all together and the C crew is all together as well. I'm with the C crew because....yeah...i have a C. Tomorrow, crystal and lana have to come over and if you want to, latrice, you can come over too. it'll be a partay (not really). but yeah, i think we should plan to get together with ms. lu some day so that we could keep her company because she was saying how it seems so lonely and quiet around the house and she doesn't want to go home. so i say we should give her some company and show her some love!!!!!!! aight, talk to ya'll later, i'm gonna go eat........peace

I'll give you a shenme shenme! Well today was an enjoyable day, but before I discuss with all you lovely people the events of today I would like to announce that I have started to fill out an application to my top choice school, which is Richmond University in London....aaarggh...it's just that the essay topics suck!! I'm going to write mine as a narrative...lets see how it works. okay so today I got to work and you know it was fun...we had a master class with this director guy and it was a lot of fun...we got to play theatre games. Also we played a game where you can only ask questions and it was really funny cuz one of my questions was "can I get a what what?" and I asked my boss that...it was hysterical! Anyhooch, then me, melissa, Betty ann, Nia, christian, David and deedee(who left early) went to rico benne's. We sat there reminicesing and schtuff for about two hours...then me and melissa went to target. We were planning on going to see ms.lu and xiao(pronounced shaow) lu, before he left for china. we bought him some gifts, but we were unable to go, because melissa's mom called her and yelled at her and told her to come home. So I took took the damen bus towards armitage, but passed and ended up on north, so I had to walk down damen and walk to armitage, to catch the bus. it was soooo damn funny. I was on the phone, the whole while with melissa...he he he FREE WEEKENDS baby! yeah! anyhooch...then I got home and I'd just like to say, that if baloo could talk, he would send Lana a shout out back. oh and a shout out to lana's doggy!!! What's his name lana? well I got to go, Imma do some homework and work on my essay.

TOOTS! ~Kastle~

"Can I Get a Shenme Shenme?"
Hey ya'll. Since I have a bunch of free time at the moment, I suppose I'll update.
Yesterday I got up at 4:30 am. Then Martin and his dad (he does exist!) picked me up at 6. Then we went to get David, and then we were on our way to St. Louis. We were visiting Washington U in St. Louis. About 6 hours later, we got there. It was a nice school. I like the fact that you can do a double major. They have Fashion Design and Chinese. The only thing I didn't like was DAMN THERE WAS ALOTTA CRACKAS....I didn't see one damn Hispanic person. I saw a few black people, some Asians, and Hindi people. Not one single Hispanic. I thought it was strange. We didn't get to see the school of art either. Later, online I looked at their fashion site. The first two years you take some sort of core classes, then junior and senior year you get to take the fashion design classes. I kinda wanted to start fashion designing freshman year. Well I'll see in a couple months where I'll go. Then we left. When we hit Bloomington, IL, we stopped at Wendy's for food. Let the record state: damn I love the city. There were people with mullets and shirts that said "Big Dog Sex" on them. I was terrified. There was also 2 guys that worked at Wendy's that scared me. One looked like a thinner and older version of Tomasz, the other one was a Slim Shady rip-off. Ughhh... All in all, the trip was good.
Today, I woke up early. Of course my plans fell through. I swear whenever I actually get up early so I can go out early, no one can go out. Then when I sleep in til 1, people call and wake me up and tell me to hurry up and get ready. But I went to an art store by Six Corners by myself. It was small, but it had the cutting set I needed, so that was cool. Then I took the bus back home. I called NiteCap on Irving Park to ask about a show tonight. Turns out the show starts at 10 and is 21 and over. GOD DAMN 21 AND OVER SHOWS!! That dissapointed me. So, me and Jenny are going to see Scary Movie at Norridge. Should be fun. I asked Scott if he wanted to come, but he declined. I want to go visit him!!!!
Oh yeah, IF ANYONE HAS A LIVE JOURNAL CODE, OR KNOWS ANYONE WHO MIGHT HAVE A LIVE JOURNAL CODE, PLEASE LET ME KNOW. THANKS!
Thats all folks!
*destroy what destroys you*

Hey kids! Well Kitty, not only did you not spelled that right, but I think you were asking for mr. shemwell, i.e. shemme shemme. but I think you were asking for a SHENME SHENME...which I will gladly give you...SHENME SHENME!!! I will also give you a piece of extremely useless information....
Here it goes...
~85% of the population can curl there tongue into a "U"~
and that was Kastle de bit of useless info, for the day! :)

Okay anyhooch. Today was a pretty boring day except for the walk in the park with Baloo (if anyone does not know who baloo is go to WWW.Freewebs.com/Kastlerulz and click on the big link on the homepage, then on the link that says Mr. Chow) we went to humbolt park and had a very amusing "romp." then I came home and did schtuff and ate puerto rican food...which in my book is always a highlight. Lets see what else...hmmm...well I cleaned my room and I am currently going to do my "homework" for work...doesn't that bite? homework, for my job? thats ridicules! Hey what chatrooms are you guys talking about? what chatroom do all these people from our school go into? well I am going to go and do my "homework." TOOTS!
~KASTLE~

Can i get a shemme shemme?
(idk if that's spelled right) Well hey there ppl! On thursday we had an unexpected PAC meeting. I didn't even know about it until 7th period when i saw Rob in the hallway. and Dan had asked me if there was a meeting during 5th period but i had told her no since i didn't know (i mean, it wasn't Friday) Turns out Mr. Shemwell didn't even know until last minute either. we were just getting together to talk about the IIT 100. So yeah, then afterwards I helped poor Lenice out with her Earth Science project because everybody in her group just left her and it was due that day. lol, all i had to do was film so it went quite fast, so then afterwards i went to Eat a pita with a bunch of ppl, including Aki who enlightened us all with his knowledge and outlook on certain things and then everyone got into this huge argument and that's when latrice called me on my cell to save me. We eventually started to walk towards the train. I went to tutoring and messed around. I wasn't going to do any homework since it was a "Friday" so i played boggle and what not. After i got home I saw my new totally awesome computer and right away got on it and went online. Yes, latrice i was in that same lame chatroom and i must say it was pretty lame, but i must admit, it would've been lamer if they had been talking about tv and what not because then i wouldn't be able to participate in the conversation. but yeah, i told them about lana and my hitch-hiking experience and it was funny. Then i invited Jerry and Brian into the chatroom and they were actually talking cuz no one else was and then everybody left and they made a new chatroom called No Kitty Allowed. that was bogus, but then they invited me because they said i was Jasmine....oh yeah, so in this chatroom Maya called me a bitch and said she didn't want to be in the same chatroom as me and then she left and then her and rob got into it, it was funny. then i went to bed and when i woke up (early as usual) i practiced my guitar. I haven't heard from Lana nor my dad to see when and if he is picking me up and now annie is watching maury and all i hear it BEEP! backstabbing bitch BEEP BEEP! ::screaming:: BEEP! OHHHH!(audience) GET THAT WHORE! GET THAT WHORE! GET THAT WHORE! OOOOOOOOOH! BEEP! Maury: "u still love her?" "....i used to." IF I WAS U, I'D KICK HER BEEEPP!!! YEAH? WELL THAT'S WHY UR NAKED ON NATIONAL TELEVISION! OOHHH!! and now for a commercial break........peace

OOOOh, CPK, (counter part kitty) done rambled!! lol, well today was an extremely loooong day. Lets see, I was late, as usual to school. I had my photo, critiqued. I thought it was pretty good for my first roll. I just had a few scratches and some dirt. But it's nice. then english, lunch...those were some good times. Then bio, boring, except we played with those molecule kits. Earth science...good times, editing that movie. chinese, also were some good times. then afterwards I spoke with ms. ma and then it was decided that kim would use some of her free period to work on the film and that I would come back after gallery and work on what we had and also finish filming and edit. Then there was gallery...hmmm, well it was annoying cuz ron now leads us in warm ups and I hate taking orders from him. then ms. jurcys was all with the practicing our winter performance and stuff except she changed it and it sux...then I ran out of gallery and I went back to school. I saw ms. lu and crystal walking out and then I got to school and schtuff...we filmed the newscast, the weather report, the 7-day forcast, um and I forgot what...oh yeah, some "weather termies" lol because we got some random people to be in it...lol. and evan leroux helped us out...oh man I didn't leave until 7 pm...I hope ms. ma likes it. I hope we don't get tooo bad a grade on it. well enough of the Kastle de(possessive term in chinese, it is equivalent to the ('s)) rambling.
TOOTS!
~KASTLE~

ramblin' time! ramblin' time! watch out folks it's ramblin' time! DASHBOARD IS HOT I DON'T CARE WHAT ANYONE SAYS!!!!! Lana's already coming over to my house tomorrow so she can utilize my new computer.......she better take back what she said if she wants to still come over.....I have to waste some time after school before i make my way over to tutoring at the Injin center. Oh yeah, Honkey, there's gonna be a pow-wow coming up the weekend after next and i want you to come. It's this big annual one so it'll be madd hott with lots of Injins walking around like it ain't no body's business (I don't even know what the hell that means). Anyone can go if they want acutally....oh yeah, me, lana, and kim saw this crazy, kinda disturbing picture of Gackt......naked....yeah...."X"ed outta that box pretty quick......aight, goin to lunch......peace

Aww, sorry i'm kinda late on the insane ramblings...I guess nothign much has been happening. I'm going to my dad's this weekend..... Oh yeah!! We got a new computer!!! It's gonna be so awesome. It's this flat screen and it's a DVD burner. oh yeah oh yeah. okay, well that's enough rambling for now. The bell is about to ring and I have to go to teh third floor and put m stuff away.....peace

Holla
Since I'm not working on the "paper" for English now, I've decided to post. Shit, I just remembered I had to do a Chinese story. Too late now. After I post, I'm going to bed. Calico System is coming to Chicago on Saturday! And if it's where I think it is, it's like a mile from my house. Mmmmm I'm drooling. But I gotta find out if its all ages or not. If it is, I'll be there with bells on. Mmmmm yesssssss...Well I'm out . Me love you long time. Unless I don't like you. Yeah.
*my arms feel so numb, my heart palpitates missing a beat*

You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying.

"And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was
consumed in the flame of The Phoenix and the
cycle began again."

Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian).
The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire.
Her sign is the eclipsed moon.

As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.


Which Mythological Form Are You?
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Okay, something happened to my other post, but um well yes, I am in bio, not doing what I'm suppose to. do do do do do, muah ha ha ha ha ha aha ha ha ha!!! so yeah, its great that lana is dying her hair, its awesome, when are you going to do it? well I'm doing stuff la la la la la...yes only five minutes left!!!!!! megan, these reports of your party are a bit disturbing....yes only a few more versus to choreagraph for our song!!

CPK, I didn't see you at all today!!! I didn't even get to read your insane ramblings! CPK zai na li?

Hello kids, what a day it's been...
Well today was fun. At gallery we were speaking and ms. yurcys, was all like "blah blah blah blah blah, you guys aren't focused, blah blah blah. you guys are wasting precious times we could be using for our winter fest!" and I go, "we've also wasted nuts and bolts on days and spending whole days on it." and she gets all bitchy on me and I was like I ain't having it. well anyhooch, after that, some chic from calarts cmae and cassandra stole my sweater, so I was freaking ass cold, so I took Johann's coat...it smelled good, but man his cologne gave me a headache! afterwards we went to ricco benne's and it was soo much fun and we shared with pacito our pizza and soda...cheap bastard...lol, it was good times. man mesha's hair was border line freakish, but it was okay, the eyebrows were scary...umm then we had an amusing time on the train...ohhhhh I forgot, I bought this really cute monkey charm for my phone, that has a little star charm, that flashes when you make a call and when you receive one. well I gots to go...I'm cold and I have to go shower...toots!!

~KASTLE~

Ahhh Not My Day Today
But then again, what day is?
I was almost to school, then I said "screw it" and got off the train at Belmont and went home. Then I went to sleep when I got home. Later on, I went to Gallery 37. I had my portfolio reviewed by a guy from Pratt, he was really nice and was positive about my stuff. I waited to see the chick from Parsons, but she took like an hour talking to this one girl, so I was like I'm goin' home. SO I went home alone. Then I got home....I watched Bowling for Columbine, it was enjoyable. It was really sad, though.
On another note....I'm broke. I'd appreciate any donations. Help-A-Honkey donations is now open. So sign the guestbook about some details about giving me money. Thanks.
*white trash get down on your knees time for cake and sodomy*

YES, WELL IT IS TIME TO HEAR KASTLE RAMBLE!!! I'D JUST LIKE TO SAY, SORRY ABOUT THE CAPS, IT'S JUST THAT THE BUTTON IS STUCK ON MY COMPUTER...ANYHOOCH...WELL MY WEEKEND WAS ENTERTAINING AND I WAS SAD I WASN'T AT THE PARTY. BUT I DID GO TO BENNIGANS ON SATURDAY WITH SOME FRIENDS FROM WORK AND MESHA. IT WAS A LOT OF FUN...OUR FRIEND CHRISTIAN IS REEEAAALLLYY CUTE! UMM, THEY PUT IN SOME NEW WINDOWS...I DYED MY HAIR RED, BUT MY ROOTS CAME OUT BRIGHTER, SO IN A WEEK I HAVE TO RE-DYE IT!!! DAMN THE WORLD!!!! SO FOR THE WEEK MY HAIR WILL BE UP, AND I HAVE TO BUY SUN-IN FOR MY EYEBROWS SO THAT THEY AREN'T BLACK AGAINST BRIGHT RED...ITS FUNNY, CUZ I JUST OUT OF THE BLUE WANTED TO DYE MY HAIR RED...OKAY WELL I WAS WATCHING SOME JUDY GARLAND MOVIES ON CHANNEL ELEVEN AND I WANTED RED HAIR...MMM WELL I THINK ITS BEEN ENOUGH OF ME, SO TILL TOMORROW KIDDIES....

~KASTLE~

Damn straight I'm getting tired of Kitty rambling! shiiiiiiiiiit!..............honkey's party was fun. i guess i was the hottest guy there. it's too bad i had to leave early but crystal and i had SAT testing the next morning which by the way, i think i did okay besides the fact that i didn't finish any of the testings. maybe it had to do with the fact that we had to leave the house at 5:45 to be at UofC by 8am. I was so tired but then after the testing crystal and I had to come back to my house so I could submit my Stanford application and get to the post office downtown so that I could have my letter post marked by Nov1 and pick up crystal's tips at Starbucks. After that, we came home and ate some dinner. then we messed around downstairs playing my guitar and eating all of Naughty's halloween candy. My parents were out of town this weekend so I got to sleep in my mom's bed since Thursday. I actually fell asleep kinda early saturday night with my glasses on, good thing crystal was there to take them off for me. awww, what a nice friend. Sunday morning I made pancakes. YES, I COOKED!! and they were quite good actually. Man, i make a hot guy and i could cook? that's just craziness right thurr. Oh so then Latrice came over to my house and we all went over to check out the new Target (as opposed to the old one) that shit's pretty damn cool. we filled a cart so we could put it on the escalator thingy. i'm just mesmerized by that thing. I bought some more peeps lana so we got to do the posh bk thing again. Oh yeah, so Latrice and Crystal left. It started to pour when i was waiting for the bus with crystal. she said it was an ominous sign for her going back home. She stayed at my house the entire weekend. And so now I am here taking a break from doing my homework. I told myself I would actually do that Astronomy Picture of the Day assignment and turn it in on time...meh, and i guess i have time since i told myself i would not straighten my hair all this week. we'll see how much time i have when i am not wasting it all on straighening my hair..............aight, well back to shukudai..............peace

Even White Boys Got Ta Shout
I should really be doing my homework right now. It's almost 9 and I haven't started. I always procrastinate on Sundays. Well I haven't been writing much lately, I've been very busy.
Friday was Halloween. Yep, I threw a party. Thanks to all who came. That was fun, or so I think. Many people came. It was cool cuz it was diverse. I missed Kastle, though. Then I realized some people didn't show up becuase they didn't have my number or address. Yeah, that mighta helped. Clean-up wasn't bad either. Oh and my neighbor thought I was a hooker and asked how much I cost. I told him I wasn't for sale. Yep, everyone saw my little white shorts, because my "dress" was so short. Hey at least I was wearing shorts. Lorday. Of course I played "Baby Got Back" as well as other memorable hits. And Scott came. I was very happy to see him because I missed him. Everyone left by 12. Scott stayed til after 2 and Selena slept over. Of course Selena and I role played as people in our photo class (Isn't that right, Shelena? Lemme shtick it up there) Haha.
Today I went to Nation Portfolio Day at SAIC. It was alright. I woke up an hour late, then rushed to get ready. I was downtown a quarter to 10. I walked around looking for Panda Express to meet Selena. Finally, I found it. I waited til about 10:30, but she wasn't there. So, I went into the School. I waited forever to see a rep from Syracuse U. She didn't seem to impressed by work. That was kinda crappy. Then I saw a rep from Washington U. in St. Louis, she seemed to like my work. That made me feel better, especially since Wash U. is in my top 2 choices. It seemed like everyone had their parents with them too. I sure didn't. I was alone, as usual. Then I ate at Panda express. Orange Cheeeeekon!!!!! Then I came on home and worked on another monoprint. Pratt Institute and Parsons School of Design are coming to Gallery tomorrow, so I need to haul my heavy ass portfolio around w/ me again.
Killswitch Engage and a bunch of other bands are playing at the Vic Thursday. So I'll prolly go with David. That should be fun. I'd really like to go. But I'll be tight on money, so it's not that big of a deal if I don't go. That's about all for now.
*these boots are made for walkin' and that's just what they'll do, one of these days these boots are gonna walk all over you*